mixed feelings (Jian rants)

jc caylen

okay I'm starting with Jc bc while reading all these rant books, I realized everyone has problems with Jc and it's (I guess) girl friend chelsey (whatever the fuck her name is).

all I would do is try to defend Jc bc even though I was sad about him having a girlfriend ( bc Jian for life) I would be like "Jc deserves happiness" and shit like that and don't get me wrong, I don't think he deserves happiness I just think he's making bad decisions which is driving this fandom wild.

now I'm getting furious with Jc, after watching bobby's vlog about kian's bday and all the roommates was there EXCEPT Jc... I was pissed.

if it was 'part' of his idea, why tf wasn't he there ? But everyone else was there to wish kian the cutest birthday ever. He looked genuinely happy and it made me smile.

Everything is so different now ever since Jc started dating (or whatever the fuck they're doing) chelsey and it isn't her fault (even though she's always with him 24/7) it's partly Jc.

I don't know, I always defend Jc a lot because sometimes he gets left out and people like kian more than him but what the fuck dude.

and then their new video ain't out yet and I got school tomorrow and I have to get up super early so they can't be doing this to my beauty sleep.

but Jc needa work on some shit bc he's really slipping and he's on thin ice.

kian... ur doing good bb, happy belated bday 💕