Chapter 22- start again; stay away

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Charity's POV

yea today is the day that I'll be seeing niall again

I'm now walking at the hallway

"hi charity "

"hey"

"how's your vacation ?"

"uhh okay?"

"oh really ?"

"yea"

"BTW I'm niall James Horan "then he offer his hands to me

huh ?

"seriously? "

"uhh I just want to start again, I know that I have many things that have done to you so I just want to... you know, make a new charity and niall friendship"

"oh? no need I just like the old charity and niall and take note were not even friends I'm just your tutor "i said.

'yaaahh I know I know but you really don't like to start again?"

"no need' I said

and walk away

why did he even like to start again ?

because he knew that I was in love with him and he doesn't like it ? damn I also don't like the feeling of being in love with a person who doesn't love me back !!!

I sat on my chair and because I was i bit bored I write many things on my notebook

doodle

drawings

tornadoes

lettering

until I wrote

pretending make me fall in love with you

then I crumple it and put at my bag

I just read a book

30 minutes after ...

Our teacher still not in here

so I go out on the classroom

and walk through the back part of the school

I like here because its kinda quiet and peaceful here

"hi cha"

"hi harry"

"class hours right ?"

"yea "

"but why your are here"

"uhhh our teacher is not yet there maybe she's not coming anymore"

"oh? BTW how's your relationship with niall"

"we already broke up" i said

"REALLY?  "

"uhhh yes"

"why?"

'it's just that everything is not stable anymore"

"really do you mind loving other guys there"

"ill try"

"really"

"of course I'll try to love other man "

"so cha! can I court you?"what the

"huh that's not a good joke harry"

"it's not even a joke cha"

"What if I said no"

"ill still court you, I like you a lot "

"no"

"yes I like you, I love you cha I really do and I'll do everything just for you to give me a try" i said

"harry I just really don't know if I'm ready to love again "

"ill wait cha, I'll wait"

"thank you"

"i love you charity smith" he said

i just smile at him

I can't say I love you too

cause I didn't do

I love niall so much

ill still love him even if he don't love me

but is it right if I said that I'll love others guys out here even if not

am I just playing with harry ?

no I really mean it I said 'ill try ' i didn't say 'I promise' right

so if I don't fall for harry

good

but if I fall for harry

we walk through the cafeteria when niall said that he wants to talk to me

"why?" I ask

"what's between you and harry"

"nothing, we're friends"

"you're not telling the truth"

"fine he's courting me" i said

"WHAT? "

"it's not a big deal niall were over right, our PRETENDING is over right"

'yaaahh I know but ugggg"

"but...,??"

"urgggggg never mind"

"hey before you leave can I ask favor?"

"yea what is it?"

"can you please stay away from me please niall don't talk to me don't come to me tell to everyone that were over " when I told that to him his kinda shock

"why ?are you now falling for harry?"

"no its just that I want to move on with you niall, loving you is not easy"

"i thought you're still my tutor"

"not anymore I want to give harry a chance and I think I'm not going to do that if I still have connections with you this is not easy niall "

"no charity "

"niall let me go ! you have your own life now and you have abby now so tell me do I still have a purpose to your life ?"

"yes you have purpose"

"niall, stop this you're making this hard I just want to move on with you, is that bad? I'm not going to stay away from you If you can love me back but no. Harry loves me and in the future without you maybe ill also love him back bye niall "

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