Loving Logan Paul {discontinued}

Telling him

(You guys find out the secret too you might've already put the peices together and figured it out)

Peter stood there staring at me

My eyes started to get watery because he watched me as if he could see through my clothes

"Well aren't you gonna say hi to your uncle?" he asks

"I'm getting out of here im leaving" I told him

"Why?" he asks

"You know why now get out" my sister told him

"Come give your uncle a hug" he said

"I'm not getting anywhere near you" I told him

"Aria(my sister)I'm leaving you coming?" I tell and ask

"I'll be fine here" she said

"You sure" I ask

"Yh I'll call you if anything" she said

"Ok love you" I told her

"Love you too" I told her back

"Logan go for my bird shes upstairs in her cage put her in the travel bag thats near it and meet me in the car and hurry please" I say

"Ok" he said

I got the keys and went to the car with our suitcases and then Logan came outside and got in we drove off

I see that he's confused because he's sitting there trying to put things together I can tell because he looks focused

"I'll explain.....when I'm ready"

He shook his head

"Is it bad?" He asked

I shook my head he looked over to me I had tears in my eyes he put his hand on my thigh and moved his thumb back and forth

I know he was driving slow because he didn't know where to go he didn't want to ask because I was hurting so me being the smart chipmunk I am I pulled up a map to the hotel I wanted to stay at so I picked up my phone and slid it into his lap

He looked down at it then looked at me

"Thanks I was about to get us lost"

We laughed

A while after he looked at me while I still had tears in my eyes I guess he noticed because he held my hand

I looked over to him and he made eye contact with me

"I'm always here for you and I love you"

"Thanks and I love you too"

The tear slipped out my eye

He released my hand and wiped it off with his thumb then kissed me where the tear was

He held my hand all the way to the hotel

At the hotel we rented a penthouse suite for a day because we planned to go back to L.A. in the morning

Logan's in the livingroom every ten minutes he would come and check on me and ask if I'm ok

I started to cry thinking of what happened

Then Logan walked into the room he got onto the bed with me he cuddled up to me and kissed my forehead

"I'm here whenever you're ready to talk" he tell me

I shook my head

A while later I fell asleep and he left me he went to get his vlog camera

Logan walked back into the room with his vlog

He woke me up because I'm not a heavy sleeper

I pretended to be asleep

I heard him in front of me then I heard his camera zoom

"She's beautiful isn't she Logang this girl is my life she's my everything I love her more than you could ever imagine I'm gonna marry this girl one day and we're gonna have a cute little family I'll get her to vlog for all the female Logangsters I will I promise LOGAN PAUL NEVER TAKES L'S"

He just shouted something so I'm going to use this as my opportunity to fake wake up

I fake woke up

"I'm sorry I woke you up" he tells me

"It's ok I needed to wake up anyway" I said

"I was just talking about you" he said

"Why?" I ask

"Just telling the Logang few things" he said

"Ok" I answer

Being an actor is awesome you can lie whenever you want and people will believe you

He turned off his camera kissed me and walked back to the livingroom

I think I'm gonna tell him now because I'm feeling wayyy better

Logan came back into the room

"Hey babe make space for me i'm gonna take a nap" he tells me

I move over and he got in the bed next to me

"Babe you look weird you ok?"

"Baby I think I'm ready to talk about it"

"You don't have to just for me if you don't want to y-" he said before being cut off

"No I want to"

"Ok"

I held his hand

"My uncle Peter the one that was at the house" I started

I took a deep breath

"He rapped me"

I saw veins coming out of his hand because he made a fist with the hand I wasn't holding

As I continue to talk he got redder

"Did you tell anybody?"

"I was thirteen when it happened he said he would hurt me even more if I told somebody" I told him

"I told my nice sister and my bestfriend so they could help me he found out and did what he promised he cut me with blades as he rapped me"

I moved my pants leg up a little to reveal scars

" He did it twice......the second time he did it...." I started

I started to feel like I was gonna cry again

He knew and he pulled me into a hug

I felt something fall on my forehead then he wiped it off

I knew he was crying

He let go of me

"He got you pregnant didn't he?"

I shook my head and look down

"And he made me kill the baby" I said starting to cry

"He said if I didn't he'd do it himself" I said crying

He got up and paced around the room

"FUCK" he yelled

Then he walked out to the living room

"Babe don't do anything scary please" I say scared

"Yeah no I won't" he says

He went into the kitchen

"What are you doing" I ask

"Do we have plates" he asks while opening the cabinets

"Babe go back in the room" he says

"Logan no I'm not leaving you out here you're not thinking right" I tell him

He paced back and front

"I need something to punch, is there a gym around here?" He ask

"I'm not letting you leave your going to hurt your wrist again" I tell him