Kimber's Ranting Book

Rant #1

Just because I was originally out as transgender then had to go back into the closet for safety reasons and looking through things and then coming out as nonbinary DOES NOT mean I'm a transtrender. It means I'm being fucking safe for now. It means that if I continue saying that "I'm a boy" then I may get seriously hurt/kicked out. And just because you don't give a flying fuck if you get kicked out doesn't mean I'm the same way. I'd rather be fucking safe and in a house and deal with the fucking "she" "her" "deadname" shit. Even though Kimber is only missing two letters from my dead name, but it's actually a really cute name. I was thinking about Kimber or Ember at first and decided on Kimber so I can say "ITS JUST A NICKNAME" now back onto topic. You have no fucking right to sit there and tell me that I'm a transtrender. I am not fucking safe. It's easier to fucking say I'm nonbinary and that I go by they/them pronouns than to say "hey I'm a boy in a girls body but I'm not allowed to start transitioning because of the fact that I could get myself beaten half to death" and you know what? Maybe I should get that done? Maybe the person this is about would finally be happy. Or maybe they should be happy what I don't put them on blast because this shit pissed me off. You really thought my friends wouldn't tell me what you were saying about me? You and you're crazy ass girlfriend both need some help, and this part, right here is to your girlfriend; if you can't fucking trust your significant other around certain people then why the fuck are you with them? Why the fuck would you feel the need to go through their fucking phone if you trusted them? But that's just me. But I guess I'm gonna be called childish and petty for writing this. But you know what? I need a venting system.