Jai Vennela FanFiction - Are We Meant to Be

Part 3 : Dilemma

She can't marry him. In fact she can't marry any one that her parents choose. One side her attai last wish before she die. Another side her heart who starts questioning her. Vennela in dilemma. She unable to concentrate in anything.  Later that night , Deva mama came to meet her. Just in one week Deva mama become so lean and she felt hurt seeing his condition.

Deva : Amma Vennela... I am so sorry.

Vennela : Mama.. ( shocked with Mama words) Why saying sorry mama ? Why suddenly ?

Deva : Ille ma.. I took decision of your  marriage  without consulting you. I never ask is there is anyone in your heart. I never asked your opinion on Jai. But ..

Vennela felt so bad seeing her mama condition. That moment, she decides to forget everything and for the family happiness she will marry Jai.

Vennela : Mama, please stop it. You are making me feel more outsider right now. Although I am the one but I never felt as an outsider all these while but now you are making me feel as one.

Deva mama shocked hearing it and saying sorry again.

Vennela : Mama, I have no objection marrying Jai, and as you are worried there is no one in my life that I am considering as my better half (Vennela controlling her tears when saying this). Hence, Yes from me for this alliance.

Deva mama relieved hearing it and he also aware Vennela agree to the marriage just for him and family happiness.

After Deva mama left, Vennela take out her diary and skip to the last written page which sounds

" I Love You Shree, Will I am able to meet you after 10 years. Although our interaction just for 20 minutes but that 20 minutes is enough for me to fall in love with you. The way u saved me from those goons, the way you make sure I dint get any beatings, the way u smile with your chubby cheeks. That moment I want to pull your cheeks and confess my love to you.  People will think I am crazy if they know, being 15 years old only , I am ready to marry you in that moment. I am only remember your chubby cheeks, your expressive eyes and your name, Shree. I have been trying hard to find you in all these 10 years but I failed miserably. But don't worry I will find you one day and hope you will be felt the same just like me.   Miss you Shree.

Vennela is  crying uncontrollably reading those lines. She felt some one just stabbed a knife in her heart and the pain getting worse and worst.She turned a new page and wrote there

" Sorry Shree. I felt silly now thinking I have been waiting  all my 10 years   looking for a person whom I don't know remember me or not. But still you are my first love. I am going to marry Jai. If I were meet you in future, I am really hope to meet you with your wife , not with the thoughts of meeting me and marry me.

Vennela  who sobbing continuously went to bathroom and stay under the shower for hours.

Next day starts freshly.  Deva mama announces to everyone that the marriage will be take place in 3 weeks after 1 month of Death anniversary of Latha Attai.

Everyone agrees to it wholeheartedly except Jai. Frowns are visible on Jai face. Jai doesn't want to show it but it's obviously visible. I decide to talk him about it but how to start it when we never interacts that much. We always avoid each other because whenever I am near him, I felt nervous for no reason.

Those three weeks passed just like that. Deva mama didn't let us go back to Hyderabad until our wedding. Jai and me as always are avoiding each other. I can sense something is bothering him too. What if He also in love with someone and right now is in dilemma.

Jai POV

When Appa announced my marriage will be in 3 weeks time, I felt the whole world turning into darkness for me. How can I marry Vennela? I am hardly talking with her as there is some tension always present between us.

Reshmi... How she is now? In a way, I felt good for Reshmi now, at least I didn't break her heart by confessing my love and then betrayed her by marrying to Vennela. But my mind is wandering around her right now.

To be continued...