Mature content and include bdsm female domination theme, please read with open mind and reader discretion is advised.
John's P.O.V
"But I say to you that everyone who looks at a woman with lustful intent has already committed adultery with her in his heart, Matt 5:28" I quote the Bible verse as I lead the holy ceremony.
I have lived on the church since I was little, you could say, I was raised at the church, my parents died and instead of going to orphanage, I went to live on the church, and to give my gratitude, I became a priest.
However lately, I have doubted my decision.
I am not going to lie, all I can look at this very moment is her.
Yes, her.
Miss Angela, a woman who is an avid when it comes to going to church. She never skips a Sunday without going to church, she has the sign of a woman in God. But not only that, physically, she is really beautiful as well, her pale skin almost looks like snow in the cold winter time, but her black hair makes a great contrast with her skin along with her deep and bright blue eyes, making her look truly alive.
And her lips, yes, her lips are always tinted in a soft reddish shade, and she looks like an innocent angel.
I have known her since she was a teenager, her parents brought her here when she was 16 years old, I was a new priest here and when I first saw her, I immediately know that she is special.
Now she is 20 years old, and she only gets even more beautiful, sometimes, I would find myself staring at her, it has never been my intention for I am not allowed to have any sort of attraction toward a fellow human being, since I am married to God, I should be immaculate.
But it just, happens. I know somewhere within me, I have developed an attraction to her, both physically and emotionally.
I have dreamt about the most lustful things with her, I have dreamt about touching her, and kissing her, and doing all sort of sinful thing a man can do to a woman who isn't his wife, yes, I have had lustful desires with her, and I am ashamed of myself for it, but whenever she is nearby, just her scent is enough to make all the holiness in me vanish, and before I realize it, the devil has entered my heart.
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The ceremony has ended, and all of the people have left, I am cleaning all of the properties and about to put them all back when I heard a soft, feminine voice from behind.
"Father, I have a confession of sin" i look forward to find her approaching me, she looks even more beautiful from closeby. And she stares at me with some sort of certainty on her eyes. She somehow makes me feel nervous. I don't know how she is able to do that without doing anything, but she does.
"Of course, my child, let's head to the confession room"
"No father, I would like to confess my sin right here"
I look at her and she looks serious, so I nod my head and give her a small smile.
"Sure, then I will be listening"
"Father, I am in love with a man" my heart drops at the beginning of her confession. She is in love with a man ? I mean, she is really smart and kind and as I have said before, beautiful, so I am not supposed to be surprised, but why do I feel pain for a brief moment ?
"I have always been watching him from afar, he is a really handsome and devoted man, I am sure that many other women would have fallen for him in secret, just like me, but there is one issue, father"
