shawn's pov.
i regret everything.
first i assumed that my girlfriend, well now my ex was sleeping with her ex, who cheated on her. which was wrong of me because i know that she wouldn't do something like that, but with me and my stupid ass i didn't hear her out and i just left her there to hate herself.
my second mistake was not going to the hospital to talk to her; instead of talking to her i got back at her by hanging out with a person i hate, my ex meredith. i mean in that instagram post, we seemed very happy but i was broken on the inside. all of my friends and fans hate me for that, i shouldn't have done that. i don't even like meredith, i told her i didn't like her as soon as the day ended and she of course being the bitch that she was threw a humongous tantrum.
my third mistake was not apologizing as soon as possible to any of them. i can't just show up to her house and apologize, her brothers are my friends and i know that not only do they hate me but they'll give me the beating i deserve. i mean i would do the same if any guy does same shit i'm doing to liyah. i pushed cindy into a state where she isn't even herself anymore, where she isn't the cindy i met and loved. yes loved. you all may asked if you love a person then why did you do such shit to her. to be honest it's my decisions and i know i can't go back to fix any of them. i just hope that in time i can apologize to her and my friends.
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