I am adding on to my gossip chapter I did way back when, and I just want to give a personal story on how you don't know what other people are going through.
@CaptinCheetos
One of my best friends was taking colledge credit classes, and I feel insecure alot, so I felt sad, and depressed, and jealous, and really dumb, because I thought I was not even close to being that smart. Anyway, I got extremely jealous of her and kept telling myself to be happy for her... but sometimes the evil gets the best of people. Also at that time she was in a debate between one of our lunch table's friends, Steston, he asked her out at eighth grade graduation, and she said no, and he didn't stop bothering her. And me along with my other two friends were stuck in the middle, and I told her that she can't ignore him forever, and she didn't listen to me like normal. She pretended to have a boyfriend and kind of broke his little heart, but this only is a small part of the whole messed up situation. My problem was that I am not entirely enthusiastic around other people, besides my friends, yes I'm talking to you Wanderlust_14!! And CaptinCheetos!!! And her other friends cussed and talked about very inappropriate things, and it bothered me and she acted like a completely different person.
She now has anxiety and is in alot of pain, I felt so ashamed with myself and cried, I have a habit of judging people and I just am trying to get better. She also said that I talk about myself too much, and so over the summer, I reinvented myself, my friends might not know I did try, and I am really trying, and when I break that promise, I feel worthless and stupid and that my friends don't need me... Life is never as it seems and there are so many twists and turns that can lead you down different paths, and I hope you choosed the right path, because I feel like I took the wrong one and now I'm living with the consequences. Don't be like me, think before you act, live life to the fullest, love your friends, love your family, love GOD, love people, Love life while you still have that choice...
Love the worst person ever, Lydia
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My short life
Novela JuvenilLids is thirteen and thinks she lives a boring life. The story goes through what people that don't fit in feel like most of the time.
