The 14th Year

My Family

Sara having a flashback:🎵HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ,HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SARA , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. MAKE A WISH MY SWEET 12 YEAR DAUGHTER 🎵Flashback is over:

Sara:I miss that so much...i miss my family so much.... I wish i can go back to them but.....i can't.I'm in heaven now, but i do love to watch over them .I like to watch my little sister Molly, she going to the 3rd grade and i love to she her try her hardest. She makes me so proud .Same thing with my mom, her name is lucy she just got a big promotion at her job . My dad....he is a differnt story ,he started to drink. it use to be a beer or two a week but now he hangs out his friend till 2am and drink 10 to 15 beers with some shots of patron here and there. Then he would come home to hurt my mom and Molly.It makes me furious to see that . I want to go back home. But i cant so im stuck here all i can do is watch and thats gets me pissed and makes me want to yell ,but they dont here me. 

So im going to stop talking about that and tell you a little more about my family. My mom has 1 sister named Maddie and she has 3 kids Jacob,Ally,Justin.jacob is 17,Ally is 14 and justin is 10 . Justin and I were real close . Ally and Jacob... we didnt get along as well especially since i told them i gave up fighting the cancer and i just wanted to live life to the fullest.

My dad has one sister and one brother. Their names were and Robert and May.they both have kids,i just never got to meet them because my dad wanted to get far away from his own family .

I didnt have alot family to talk to so i went to a therapist and she became apart of our family. Her name was Leah.i miss her so much. She the one i talk to the most,she made me feel way better about everything. She was the older sister i never really had. 

I only had one true friend and his name was austin.....Well he was my crush... okay look we dated for a couple of months.His heart was crushed... i felt so bad,he told me that he loved me ..i never got to say it back....ughhh.so unfair . My mom loved him and  so did molly ,however  my dad wasn't for the idea of me having a boyfriend. Looking at my family from heaven now makes it look smaller.but the reason I'm talking to to you is because i want to tell you everything that happened between those few months left of my life...

A/N HI JUST WANT TO SAY THAT I WILL SLOWLY UPDATE BECAUSE IM WRITING ON MY MOTHERS TABLET SOOO (if any one reads this)I WANT YOU TO KNOW THIS WILL BE TRASH UNTIL I GET BETTER..SO I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT THOUGH :]