It's Saturday so we going to the club and yes me and Jay are still together for 4 months but he's been acting weird. he's been distant he comes home late...yes we live together cuz his mama kicked him out the house for leaving a blunt on the couch and burned it arm rest and the seat. I'm about to talk to him about how I feel because I love home and I don't want to let him go . I was downstairs fixing breakfast when he came down and said
Jay: Hey shawty
he tried to kiss me but I moved my head and stayed quiet
Jay: okay it must be that time of the month
Kris: no it's not I said with an attitude
Jay: What's yo problem cuz all I said was hey
Kris: you wanna know what's my problem I say as I put the food on the plates
Jay: yes
Kris: YOU
Jay: ME ? he says loud and surprised
Kris: YES... JAY I THINK YOU BEEN KEEPIN SECRETS FROM ME, WHAT DO I NEED TO DO FOR YOU TO TELL ME ANYTHING I YELL
Jay: 1st tone yo mother fuckin voice down and 2nd if there was something I was hiding from you I would have been told you
Kris: DONT TELL ME TO TONE MY MOTHERFUCKIN VOICE DOWN, I WOULDNT HAVE TO RAISE MY DAMN VOICE IF YOU STOP KEEPIN SECRETS I say getting frustrated
Jay: HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU I DONT HAVE NO DAMN SECRETS he says stepping closer to me
Kris: FUCK THAT J-ROC
Jay: J-ROC ? he says questionably
Kris: that's yo name ain't it
Jay: Alright then, what the hell you want to know he says annoyed
Kris: Why you be out so late get late night calls and don't spend time with me like we to
Jay: Damn it Kristen I...
Kris: I'm waiting!
Jay: I HAVE A DAMN DAUGHTER
Jay: I have a 2 year daughter named nakia,I didn't tell you cuz o knew it would lead to this
Kris just stood there frozen after I said daughter. I tried to hug her but she ran upstairs and locked herself in the bathroom
Jay: Kris open the door... 5minutes later come on shawty open the door she unlocked the door and sat back on the floor with her knees to her chest
Jay: I'm sorry you had to find out like this
Kris: why didn't you tell me this in the beginning Jay...I thought you love me Jay
Jay POV
Aw shit here we go with the I thought you love me phase again
Jay: baby I do love
Kris: well you can live here but me and you can take a break
Jay: why ?
Kris: I love you but I don't know if there's anything else you don't want to tell me because I'm here for you, Im supposed to be yo girl but you don't want to tell me nothing
Jay: if that's what you need, I'll get my stuff
Kris: nigga didn't you just here me say you can stay damn you don't listen
Jay: okay, then my phone rings
Jay: hello ?
?:it's me I got my # changed you can come and get her
Jay: okay she hangs up before I can say bye
Jay: Can you bring me to get my daughter
Kris: sure
we drive like 30 minutes away from my house the whole ride we sat in silence no music,laughing,talking,nothing. we pulled up to a small house
Jay: you commuting I really want you to meet her... only if you want to
Kris: sure
I walk up to the door and unlock it with my key. I hear Kris say something but I ignore it. when I opened the door j instantly here crying , I went and seen Nokia crying in her crib. I was wondering where the hell Lanae was. Kris goes and get nakia and freshen her up because she was bloody and bruised up as if she was beaten
Im trying to find Lanae and I can't find her anywhere. she's not in the room kitchen bathroom anywhere, but I walked UN nakias room one more time and see blood commuting from out the closet. I open it and there is Lanae hanging from the closet rail, then Kris walks in.
Kris: OH MY GOSH ILL CALL 911
I nodded okay
I see a note on the floor and it says
Dear J-Roc,
I have Don this because I cannot handle doing this alone. Nakia will be better off with you than me. I'm sorry I abused her I really don't know why and anything else. I just want you yo know that I love you both.
,Love Lanae
By the time I finish reading the letter the ambulance had shown up. They put her in the ambulance and called her family and said her funeral would be on Thursday.
Aye yo is Jay I gotta say something before y'all read this next chapter.
I hope y'all know I never meant to hurt shawty I know I shoulda have told her all this from the start but.... I don't,but what I do no is that imma get my shawty one way or another
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I'm in Love with a Gangsta
Teen FictionKristen moves from Miami Florida, where she use to live good but down graded only to make her dreams come true in the ghetto part of the ATL. Along her way she meets a guy named J-roc which happens to be the biggest Gangsta in his hood along with hi...
