I just read what you wrote and I just wanna say this.
You should never feel.
°Less Than
°Unworthy
°Not Good Enough
°Ugly (because your not).
Or
°Invisible
Because a guy wont date you because your black. Not everyone gonna like the way you look. Like the prettiest person you know. Is ugly to someone else. Im ugly to someone your ugly to someone.
Just because they might think that doesn't mean that it's true people are entitled to their opinion. But are you entitled to give a fuck about anything they fucking say.... Hell no.
I'm thought I was in love with Grayson... Yes I did. He's very easy to fall in love with.
But to think at the chance of being with him is very slim.
I Had to grow some balls and I had to stop crying, I had to forget about those feelings because what's the point of handing your heart to a person that doesn't even know you exist.
It's hard and its better said then done because love doesn't work like that, you cant just throw away feelings like that.
But you cant just do it because I said so, You have to do it because you have to and its what best for you.
And yes being black is so hard in America. But I overcome with what other people think about me because at the end of the day, You have to love the skin your in. No one will love you like yourself.
Crying is pathetic, And wishes don't come true. I try to believe that someday I get mines granted but that'll never happen.
I tell myself everyday you can't get to attached you can't get to attached because your heart will get broken and this won't turn put the way you want it to.
It's ok to not be ok because that's life.
I love the twins yes I do but i'll never put myself into a spot where i'll get broken and i'll have to pick up the pieces again.
Dedicated to My Friend: DarkGirlDolan
Signoff...-Peace pups..😚😚
