please resist the urge to judge me
my minds at war with my heart and the way i feel about you is swaying back and forth
i can't tell if i still feel the same way i did,
i always seem to go back to you maybe youre my comforter maybe your my safety net
maybe i don't deserve you but i do know something and its that i need you
if i didn't have you i might start to freak out but the fact that i have you means i cant have him
you and i are in two different worlds i try to make it work as best as i can
i really hope that i am able to make it thrive for us
but the presure i feel coming from his side still makes me wonder if i am holding onto his side just a tad too tight
maybe what we had wasn't all in the past but it's not in my power to chase after him
all i've brought myself when listening to my head is a bunch of hurt
the same can be said about my heart so i'm just going to start following where i think i should go
and if you don't think i'm right for you please don't leave me hanging
like i said i do need you and i know i couldn't be me without you
the will i feel around me was there before i met you but then i met you and i could figure out how to use that
it wasnt hard to see where this was going but i didn't see her coming
she tore us apart, now shes out of our lives the damage she made is still left behind
what was once out relationship is still trying to mend itself
then i met him and what i felt around him beat through what we had
though i still needed you so much the day i left him i can't tell if i regret it or not
because what i don't regret is coming back to you so i want to say thank you to you for loving me
like you do and to him for giving me the nudge i needed to learn what love is
to me i know i love you but getting over him is just a little harder then i thought it would be
