Another second, another minute, another hour, another day......
It. Never. Ends.
Constant suffering, pain, anxiety, depression. Never making any progress. The bullying, Charles and I being abandoned by our so called "loving parents", all my so called "friends" I used to have....it's like everyday is a war. A battle for life. I'm still stuck between whether I've won, or if I'm still fighting. Either way, it's still exhausting as hell...I don't even know why I'm still fighting for my life, I can't tell whether I'm alive or just breathing.
But anyway, let's get this over with.
The name's Alexander but, I prefer Ash. I don't really have any friends. I have an older sister. Her name's Charles. Well...that's what I call her at least, but her birth name is Charlie. Our parents were too bothered with drugs and money to give a damn about us, so they eventually ended up financially broke and as a result, we were passed down to our Aunt G'mum. So far, we've both had to transfer throughout 5 different schools. We'll both be attending our 6th school tomorrow morning and to tell you the truth...I'm not very fucking excited. I'm not much of a people-person sooooo......We'll just have to see how this goes I guess. It's most likely going to be the usual, "bullying to the point where I skip class and cry in the bathroom like a loser slowly beginning to fail all my classes and having to repeat a grade". So, this should be fun...There's a little space everyone in the class has. You have your usual Jocks near the front talking about sports junk, your person that's constantly sleeping near the back of the classroom, your preps who think they're above everyone, the guy that's almost always seen skipping or never in class at all, and finally, your emo fag...A.K.A, yours truly...me. Yep...can't fucking wait for tomorrow. All I'm hoping is for Charles to be in the majority of my classes, otherwise, I just might die...
brief intro, more to come soon! X3
YOU ARE READING
Anesthetic
Teen FictionA 16 year-old Ash comes across a 17 year-old punk-rock grunge named Pitch. Ash is going through one of the toughest times of his life and is slowly edging towards the idea of suicide but Pitch sticks by Ash's side (even though he's a bad influence)...
