A mystery I can't solve (Parapines story)

Chapter 19 (A/N)

Norman p.o.v

I couldn't sleep my mind was on Dipper all night.

I noticed Mabel she was fast asleep on the grass, I decided to pick her up bridal sylte.

And that was a horrible decision.

I'm glad that I was able to carry her to the bunch.

But something else count me eye, Kyle isn't here, where is he.

Then a black figured came, "what the" I said squatting my eyes to see who it was, I finally realized who was it, it was Kyle.

He looked upset, he leaned to a tree and crossed his arms, I went up to him, wondering what got him so sad, once I got over to him, he starts crying hard when I looked at his tear's was pink glitter.

"K-Kyle you want to talk about it?"

I asked him, he gasped and looked at me for a moment, then looked away wriping his tear's then chuckled.

"Don't judge me okay" he said, I nodded, he then sighed.

"I-I want to go to the s-spirit world"

He said making me gasped,why does he want to go there, what about Jane once he gets there he can't never returned.

"I-I want to go, cause I want to die"

He said, okay I'm so confused, maybe because he's immortal and won't die, he wants to die, I totally understand, it's like Deadpool Neil try to explain that to me, his character.

"It's funny right" he said crying and was laughing to, I nodded, he raised his eyebrow, "y-you understand?" he asked me, I nodded and rubbed the back of my head, and shuggde "okay let me just guess" I said, he nodded, I took a deep breath.

"You can't die, so what's the point of living life, everything is a joke to you, cause you know nothing matters, I guess"

"Wow, that's was hell of a speech"

He said laughing, I shuggde, but something was on my mind, "what about Jane" I told him, he stopped laughing and made a serious face.

"Norman, I can't be with her"

"Yeah, she's old"

I said, but realized Kyle is old to so that won't be a problem with that, "sorry" I said, he nodded.

"I'm a relationship, I can't love other people"

He said, sometimes I forget he told us that, because he acts like he's on person, and want to make he's on decisions but he can't so he thinks this is a quicker way to end his spirit.

"But Kyle that doesn't mean, you can end your spirit"

"Norman how does it feel, when a person loved you back, and you can't love nobody"

He explained to me he's decision, he sighed and sat down on the grass, I joined him.

"You really want to do this"

"If I ever got a opportunity, I will do it"

He said, I nodded, he then gets closer to m.

"Swear to me, you won't stop me"

"I"

"Swear"

He said, making me remember of Mr. Prenderghast and that was he's finally ghost said to me, giving me the responsibility.

"I-I promised"

I said, he nodded and chuckled again, "what?" "you are able to go to the spirit world in or not as you please" he said, I didn't know I can do that "Norman remember when I say, I will help you with your stressed" he said, I nodded, he then turned around to face me.