" How do you feel Today ?"
"the same."
"how does that feel? "
" empty. "
I don't know . I don't know why i feel empty. Being empty makes you unhappy. I didn't know how much of this i could take before i take my own life. I walk around in a shell . I pretend I'm Happy. It's uncomfortable to talk about everything still, even though it shouldn't be . It's been awhile , i didn't care about that though. I didn't care about anything, maybe i did. Maybe i cared alittle too much and i couldn't take it. People use everything against you these days if i was to tell them the truth it could break them. But i was suppose to not care so that's exactly what i did i talked.
"y'know things look worn out to me now. And i feel asshamed really asshamed that I'm over here acting like this. Thinking like this because of well.. A boy in my computer - in million of people computers. It hurts though and that sucks. Everything sucks this world sucks. I can't believe it - this . Why do you take away from people ? it's like picking pieces off people until they have no more and there - .
whatever , I'm not fine - why does this even matter. "
I didn't wanna care but i did. I just wanted my computer boy back. They won't let me go , they won't let me talk to mr.computer boy. Does he miss me ?
He use to make me feel so special . He made me feel better when i was sad in every way . He made me fall for him.
yes , me Violet Scaret Is in love with Computer boy.
He was true he was blunt , very blunt. He was my world. I didn't care what other people thought around me. I thought he was everything . He was all that mattered he is all that matters.
Last Night I dreamed of him. His voice was in my sleep making me Happy. I imagined meeting him with a smile worth gold - no silver no . Every thing. He was worth everything. His eyes were Blue - sky blue better than the sky. His hair was in curls flapping everywhere. He had a beautiful face . Beautiful everything. I dreamed of us together being together . I wish i could dream like that forever. It made me happy , but my nose didn't agree. Blood oozed out my nose that night and i woke with blood all over my lips and shirts . Soon my hands were covered in blood.
" what about computer boy ? What do you think about him? "
" well i think his back for me. "
