" Your getting better . "
I scoffed mentally but smiled physically .
" It's been a week since the last time we talked about computer boy. "
"i know ."
I knew he wanted more information i knew that.
" do you mind talking more ."
"well sure . "
Silence.
"computer boy made a song for me on my 14th birthday. I was so happy after that. Even though my mom would be curious any other day she wasn't that day. She wasn't because it was my birthday.
So i allowed myself to show my happiness the whole day i even stayed up all night. Computer boy talked to me all night in whispers . He told me sooner or later his going to show me him. I was excited . The next day i continued my happiness and my mom - she didn't mind one bit. Well i got to school i didn't make it through half the day , i passed out doing my 2nd period. All i heard was sirens . I didn't hear anything else. Than i heard shouting saying i was bleeding. And i wanted to say computer boy it's computer boy . They wouldn't understand but i slept. And i saw computer boy . Computer boy from the computer he told me things whispering back and forth i didn't get it. I still don't get it. But I was just imagining. I try and find out every now and then how he looks so i dreamed , passed out ,etc . I bleed afterwards from my mouth or my nose . Even worse it would be both. I didn't stop though i wanted the imagine. I got sick afterwards and i was weak - I am weak. I didn't stop and now it just gets more real . Anyway , so oneday he told me i should stop in time I'll see. So i did but the day before yesterday i dreamed. So that's how i know his coming for me.
