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When the kiss ended , Anthony crawled next to you and fell asleep . You could tell he was so upset. You felt so bad , it wasn't his fault at all , it was all yours. When Anthony woke up you were ready to go home . You rode home with Chance because he was too worried still. On the way home a year fell from Chance's cheek . "Chance what's wrong"you said . He just looked at you and put his hand on your thigh . After awhile he spoke "I'm in love with you , but Anthony and you are ......." he said then stopped. You felt heartbroken and heartless. You loved both of them so much in every way and didn't want to hurt either of them . " Chance, It's all physical between me and Anthony and me and you have a real connection, and a little bit of a physical connection." You actually thought about what you just said and it's true! "So .....I was wondering if you would wanna go to the beach with me tonight ". "DUHHHHH"you said . You laughed . You and Chance got home and Anthony was outside staring at the sky (keep in mind it's like 8pm at night). You got a little concerned once he started talking to himself . You and Chance just slipped into the door and went into the kitchen. Tessa , Jake , Ivan, and Emilio are stilling in there upset . "Madi....."Ivan says in tears . You thought he was just happy you came home but that want it . "We need to talk to you " jake said . "Madi , me and Emilio are going back to Spain for 5-6 months " Ivan said . "N---o N-ooo " you stuttered. The twins were your best friends and you loved them so MUCH. All you thought to yourself was "how is this all happening so quick.