hi my name is meenah and this is my story. It all stared when I was in middle school of the begging of sixth grade. My mother had got me a journal so I could write my feelings. It has helped me some times not as much as I would. the first thing I wrote when I got it was about school.
" I guess I have to write in here I don't know how this would work. um we can talk about school... well they say there is going to be a new kid( oh yay another punk to add my problems) I mean Im "friends" with the so called punks but really they just cause trouble. oh well maybe this one is different oh wait different = bad shove away him/her... so guess we have to stay the same..."
little did I know that this person will change everything in my life...
*next day at school* my friend Anna was running up to me. she has long black hair that gose to bottom of her back. her eyes are blue with a hint if green. she just seems so beautiful to me. (not saying I'm bi or anything)
Anna: meenah meenah have you *breathing hard at moment* hold on.... ok have you meat the new kid his..
me:*interrupting* its is a he!!!
Anna:yes any ways have you his name is jayson?
no but I will I'm sure...
I started to walk off to group everobe eles. the punks or so called "friends" well let's say the punks are the popular kids and I guess I'm one because my brother would not let me hang out with any one eles when I first got to middle school. so I have to count them as friends.
me: hi I want to meet the new kid
Jacob: well if you can get past the group of girls that are loveing him to death like they do with all the new guys
me: oh ill wait till they all calm down beside I might have a class with him
jacob: ok whatever you say
Jacob is one of my best buds that I have at school in the group of punks. He has long for a boy but short. its brown floppy hair. (which I find adorable ) he has Brown eyes.
*six period last period*
teacher:good afternoon class we have a new student and his name is jayson. jayson would you like to come up and tell is about yourself?
jayson:I guess *gets up* well I'm from new york and well ya
me: well he did tell just a little about him self*puts feet on table and laughs*
class:*laughs*
teacher:meenah put your feet down.
me:nah I'm good
teacher:ok what ever Kay well we can just have a free day because there is only 5 of you here today
after that I talked to the new kid and no eles seems to wanted to maybe because I scare a lot of people when I get Pissed off. well the new kid jayson had long brown hair. it was about three inches away from his shoulders. and once I saw him I loved him.
*home* so when I got home did all of my home work before anything eles. after I was finished I decided to write in the notebook.
"Today was the first day for the new kid. when I first saw him i feel in love with his looks. I mean my love feeling could change as time gose on. but with talking to him he just seems plane out nice. his different but he still acts like all of the other punks at school. I'm not sure if I love him or just think his cute. I'm not sure 10/12/00"
I'm sure things would have changed at the end of 7th but not the way it did. anyways let's keep going.
*next day at school*
Anna:so I heard you talked to the new kid.
we were walking down the halls to lunch.
Anna: what was jayson like?
me:*shrugs* who knows yet all I know is that his different.
Anna: okay what ever you say.
after lunch I went to all my classes and sixth period came around and well that was fun I guess.
jayson: ok because you guys laughed at me for just saying where I came from here. my mother died given birth. my dad was so upset when I was 1 mounth old he killed him selfed. I moved in with my aunt. at the time she was married but now she has a boy friend. her husband left her when I was 7. then we had to move when I was 12 which is now to oragan from new York. all you guys happy.
the class just sat there looking at him. and I really wished that jayson didn't say something.
jacob: well we didn't want to know your hole life story dude.
jayson:gawd you guys can't be happy with any thing can you.
me: we can Jacob (at the moment the teacher wasn't in the room) just being a fucking Ass. Jacob give him some slack he new here and he just trying to fit in.
