the next day was the first day of the weekend. I was happy. why? because I got to be home on the couch eatting food all day. no school no new kids no teachers nothing. that's why I was happy.
I guess I wrote I little.
"sometimes I question life. like why is the human life here? is life even worth living for? I mean at the end I'm just going to die anyways. so what is the point of it.
as little kids we don't have very much to worrie about. but when we start to grow up everthing starts to get harder. so its like we just live for stresst and nothing eles. because by the end we are just stressted out by life work and family. so really what is life for?"
ya I know. nothing big nothing important. but that is all I wrote for the weekend. for the rest of the weekend I just sat there and ate food.
*Monday* I got up in the moring did the things. I walked down to the kitchen when the phone rang. (if u haven't noticed I don't talk about my dad that's because he is on the army at war) I picked Ip the phone.
me:hello
man: hi is this the minner family
me: um yes why
man: please sit down for the new I have called to tell you... sir minner h...had passed away in war in a explosion. I'm sorry ma'am.
me: you could have told me that this is something to tell his wife not his daughter before school!!!
man:ma'am I'm sorry but I most go now
by this time my mother started to run down the stairs yelling" was that your father calling" she saw me crying holding the phone in my hand. all she did was look at me for a little bit.
mom:please tell me that its not the call we never want to hear
me: m..mom he Di...ed by a ex.. explsi..son
mom: he *falling to the floor* can't be.
after awhile she took me and my brother to school. I was upset the whole day when some one talked to me to see what was wrong all I did was yell at them.
I couldn't today I just couldn't. at the moment when the man told me what had happened I couldn't belive it. I just felt like jumping off the roof of a 100ft building I just couldbt do it.
