Homophobic | pjm + jjk

Confusion

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Jimin's p.o.v
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Dear No One;

I'm worried for Marri, she hasn't spoken to me in a while.

I hope shes okay.

He says it's because she doesn't like me anymore, but I know that's not true! It can't be! She's far too kind to dislike me, especially after only meeting once.

I asked the nurse to bring Marri in for a visit, but they said Marri is only my friend. That doesn't sound like Marri at all! She loves everyone. Shes like a mother with tons of children. It doesn't make sense.

Poor Marri, being in the middle of all this nonsense. She doesn't deserve it.

On another note; I asked when I could leave here again, and the answer changed this time! The nurse said "soon, if you keep being good".

I'm not completely sure what that means, but It gives me hope. Enough said.

Now that I know this; I can't tell the nurse about banging my head on the wall. Which i've been doing a lot recently, mainly because my brain has been loopy, and it's my attempt to making my brain stop screaming.

if I keep being good, maybe she'll let Marri or Jungkookie visit me!

I miss Jungkook terribly. I hope he's doing well. I hope he hasn't forgotten about me yet. I hope he hasn't moved away. I hope him and his family will be there when I get back. I miss all of them so.

I hope to see my family soon.

I love you all, I'm sorry that I left you like this.

I hope to see you all again soon.

I hope you still love me when I come back.

That's all I have the energy for today. Thank you for reading, Whoever you are.

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double update bc i felt bed that the chapters will be short for a little while. 

forgive me !!

on another note: theres only 10 chapters left of this story!!! 

Please comment how you think/hope it will end as~~~~