Bad Girl (LiAngelo Ball)

High, Sad, Angry.

*Jazlyns pov*

I blew the smoke out of my mouth as I leaned back on the tree. I looked around at the people I was with. Natalie, she is 21, Drake, he is 24, Harley, she is 19, and Mike, he is 22. I watched everyone as they drank and smoke. I took another hit off a joint I was handed, I passed it down to Natalie. "So when you leave Jaz?" Mike asked, taking a drink off his lean.
"I leave in three days," I shrugged.
"That's shitty babe," Drake groaned at me, kissing on my neck.
"yeah I know," I laughed a bit, tilting my head a bit. I took a drink off my beer and giggled. "I need to go home Drake I cant tonight," I pulled away, laughing a little bit.
"but," he groaned, "Fine," he laughed it off. I stood up and finished off the beer I was drinking. I threw it in the garbage and got my stuff together. "See yeah guys," I waved.
"Byeee shorty,"  I heard drake yell, as I left. I walked home, seeing I was high and I had been drinking. Im not that stupid.

Once I got home I shut the door and went upstairs, ignoring my father and mother arguing. I sighed looking at my room. It was filled with boxes for moving. I pushed the boxes aside and sat down by my mirror. I took off my maekeup and threw the wipe away. I checked my phone and slid it open. I thought for a second before going to my safari. "Chino Hills, California" I typed in. I looked at pictures of the area. This is where we are moving. I wasn't excited for it. I knew my dealers here and I knew my way around. I don't know anything there. Plus I start my senior year of highschool this year and im going to have to switch schools.

I jumped as I heard my door slam open. "Where were you??" my dad slurred, obviously high.
"I was with Natalie," I looked over at him, shrugging.
"Yeah bullshit!" He knocked over one of my boxed, "Probably sleeping around to get money huh?! I know you don't have a job and theres no way you could afford anything without a job!" He slurred.
"What are you even talking about?" I rolled my eyes, "I need to shower just get out." I stood up and shrugged at him.
"Don't tell me what to do In my house!" he snapped.
"Its not your house anymore cause you cant pay for shit cause you spend your money on drugs!" I got my stuff together for my shower, "that's why we are moving."
"Don't raise your voice at me," He shoved my shoulder, once I turned around. I rolled my eyes again. "Leave me alone," I pushed my way past him and went to the bathroom. I shut and locked the door to the bathroom. I let a lot of tears fall and shook my head. I fucking hate myself... I sighed a little bit and started the shower. I got in and started to wash up. Once I finished I picked up a wash cloth and got the blade from under it. I slide the blade across my thigh a few times. Then switched thighs, repeating my actions. I let it bleed for a bit then I rinsed it off. I put the blade back and got out of the shower. I dried off and got dressed. I went to my room and laid in my bed.

My mom came in after a few hours. "We are leaving tomorrow morning," She giggled
"No we are leaving Friday," I looked at her. She shrugged and giggled. "Plans changed babe," she walked out. I leaned back and sighed. I hit my headboard hard and winced at the pain. I shook my head and started packing the rest of my stuff.

I finished packing at about 2AM. I rolled myself a blunt and sat next to my window. I smoked the blunt, texting Natalie, Drake, Harley, and Mike in a group chat. Once I finished the blunt I put it out and laid in my bed. I set my alarm and fell asleep. Dreading tomorrow...