Bad Girl (LiAngelo Ball)

Pain Pills

*Jazlyns pov*

"Hey babe?" Gelo looked over at me as he walked in from the bathroom, "Have you seen where my pain meds went?"
"Uhh no," I shook my head, lying. I took them.. he keeps them incase of an injury, but I have been taking them.
"Oh okay I just don't have anymore," he laughed a little.
"So you just blame me?!" I looked at him.
"Babe chill I was just asking," he laughed a bit.
"Are you going to get more?" I leaned back a little.
"Probably just to have them," he nodded. I nodded back and smiled small at him. I laid in bed and smiled small. "Baby cmere and cuddle with me," I giggled, smiling at him.
"Babe I got practice in a half hour," he laughed a bit, "I told you that before I went to the bathroom."
"Oh yeah," I laughed a little.
"Are you high?" he laughed, "You better not be smoking again."
"Im not," I laughed a little, "I don't smoke anymore cause you told me not to."
"Well you seem high," he laughed.
"Well im not okay so get off my back!!" I sat up, "Im taking a walk," I stood up and went downstairs. I walked out and I started walking. I cant believe im doing this... Im just turning out like my mom... I sighed a little bit and wiped my eyes. I hate myself... I really hate myself... Im a drug addict.... I walked back to the house and I came in. "Can we talk?" LaVar looked at me.
"Yeah," I sat by him.
"Gelo told me something is up with you," He looked at me, "Acting out acting different."
"What does that mean?" I laughed a little bit.
"Take this," He handed me a drug test.
"Are you kidding me?" I looked at him.
"Nope go take it," he looked at me with a straight face. I stood up and went to the bathroom. 

I came out and I handed the test to him. I sat down on the couch and leaned back. I didn't know if pain killers would show up... I was really nervous... I gulped a little bit and looked at him. "Negative," he looked at me, "Good. Now tell me whats up?"
"Well both my parents left me and im failing school cause I got kidnapped so you tell me howd you react!" I shrugged a bit.
"Don't use that tone with me. Im letting you stay in my house for free with my son," he looked at me.
"Sorry," I looked down, "Just kick me out. Its whatever. Being left alone isn't anything new to me. Im a terrible person, if I wasn't my parents wouldn't just let a gang keep me and flee to a different state," I let a tear fall, "Im gonna go upstairs." I went to stand up but LaVar stopped me.
"You are not a terrible person okay?" he hugged me, "You just have terrible luck." I sniffled a little bit and nodded. I wiped my eyes and shrugged a little bit. I hugged back and put my head on his shoulder.
"I guess," I wiped my eyes.
"Trust me Jazlyn okay? Im looking out for you cause I know you need it. I want you to be on the right path and I know you aren't right now," he pulled away and looked at me.
"I know," I sniffled a little, "Can I tell you something? Im not proud of it and I don't want you to hate me cause of it but I want to stop."
"Go ahead," he sighed.
"I was the one who took all Gelos pain pills," I looked down, "They took the edge off..."
"Oh Jazlyn..."he sighed a little.
"I know," I started to cry, "Im turning into my mother..."
"Hey shhh its okay," he sighed a little, "We will get you some help okay? We will get you on the right track."
"How?" I cried hard.
"Calm down first okay?" he rubbed my back. I calmed myself down a bit and wiped my eyes.
"We are going to get you into a therapist okay? And we are going to find something that you love and we are going to get you doing it so you are having fun okay?" he sighed, "What do you like to do?"
"The only things I liked to do was drugs," I sighed a little bit.
"Well what about sports?" he smiled small at me.
"I don't know I never tried them," I shrugged.
"Well we are going to get you into a sport okay?" he smiled at me, "You can try volleyball, basketball, and soccer okay?" he smiled at me. I nodded and smiled small at him.
"Thank you for trying to help me," I smiled small at him, "I always thought you hated me..."
"No no no!" he laughed, "I don't hate you I understand that you have gone through a lot.. and I need to remember that." I nodded and smiled at him.
"Thank you,"