Jack Gilinsky

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Jacks POV

I walk back to my room, smiling the whole way back. As I try to fall asleep at night, I can't stop thinking about her, about us. What we could be. Shes perfect.

I finally doze off and wake up in the morning realizing that I had dreamed about her.

In my dream, we were dating and I took her out to cute little dinners and we would snuggle up on the couch and watch scary movies. It was perfect.

Until I woke up.

It was just a little kiss, it probably didn't even mean anything to her.

I probably don't mean anything to her.

Today was the last day of Magcon, so I got dressed wearing my Cameron Dallas tee shirt and some khakis and vans.

I went down stairs to get some break feast and there she is.

I want to go and sit by her and hug her and kiss her, but I know I can't do that. Escpically in public, where theres a lot of fans watching our every move.

I walk past her and as soon as i'm close to her, she grabs on to my hand and smile at me and says "goodmorning".

I smile back at her, and say "Goodmorning Maddie."

I get by break fast and sit down away from Maddie sitting next to Aaron.

We keeping laying eyes on each other.

But as soon as we make eye contact we both look away.

After we eat, the limo is here to pick us up for rehearsal. I want to sit by Maddie, but shes already sitting by Cam.

They are talking and joking around and laughing as hard as they can.

Then I start thinking, what if Maddie doesn't like me? what if she likes Cam or someone else better? What if I can't have her?

But I want her so bad.