Tell ➸ Vhope

~4~

"Hoseokie is still mad at me.

I've been trying to apologize to him everyday yet he still won't say anything to me. When I try to grab his hand he'll pull away and roll his eyes at me. In my opinion he's being unfair.

Speaking of unfair,

I created a cover up for what I told the paparazzi and everything is sort of okay now. I apologized online for my actions and luckily most of the fans forgave me. The only problem is that the media claims that I am lying which isn't true.

Okay, maybe a little true.

Ugh, it is a lie! But I can't tell them that! I tend to enjoy being alive so I don't want to die young. No, not today. Not ever. But sadly your time on earth is limited. That's why I want to make the best of it and right now things aren't going to well.

I'm lying to the fans, J-hope is mad at me, and my bandmates don't trust me at the moment. I'm skating on thin ice right now and if I make a wrong move, I'm done for. Not to mention that I'm not happy.

Life was never easy but it was easier than it is now when I was wasn't head over heels for a certain guy. It sucks but I must admit that even though trouble keeps coming my way it's kind of an assuring feeling because through it all, Hobi is there by my side.

He's always been there.

I've just been so caught up in my feelings that I didn't even stop and ask him how he felt about all of this. I'm such an idiot sometimes. He's probably thinking that I don't want to be with him which isn't true at all. I want us to be together forever.

I know I'm not perfect and I make mistakes all the time but I just happened to be in love with someone who is perfect for me in every way possible and I can't just lose someone so special.

Hoseok is special.

I'm willing to do anything for us to be together and if that means that we have to hide our relationship then so be it."

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Hoseok stood next to the door listening to everything being said by the younger. He hated that he always forgave him to easily but soft Taehyung was his weakness. Seeing him in such a fragile state was too much for him to just stand there and do nothing so he did what his heart was telling him to.

He sprinted inside the bedroom with his arms opened and leapt onto Taehyung, wrapping his arms around him and kissed him gently and passionately. The younger was caught off guard by the sudden gesture but soon returned the kiss before pulling away once he needed to catch his breath. "What was that about? You're not mad at me anymore?" He asked.

Hoseok gave him the 'what do you think' look and Taehyung's expression brightened. "Tae, I wasn't exactly mad. I was just hurt if you haven't noticed. I thought that you wanted to fall in love with someone else." He laced their fingers together and smiled warmly at him.

"I found out that Namjoon told our fans about us.." Hoseok started. Taehyung's eyes widened out of fear. "H-he did what? Don't tell me-" "Yup. He confirmed it before we even did. That little shit should've told us before all of this." Taehyung knew that this was supposed to be a good thing but he just couldn't ignore the uneasy feeling in his stomach.

"So what now?"

"We go and check our social media"

"I'm scared. What if there are mean comments on there?"

"There are always going to be negative people out there. But it shouldn't matter if you know who you are"

"Yeah, I guess you're right"

"I know I am"

Hoseok pulled Taehyung up and they tiptoed out of the room. Everyone was eating at the moment so they had to find a way to get to a computer without being noticed. "Act normal" Hoseok whispered. Taehyung gave him a thumbs up and fixed his posture before skipping into the living room. He cleared his throat before speaking. "I have a question.." he started.

"If you have a fly and a stick of butter and plant them into the ground, do you get a butterfly plant where butterflies have butterfly babies that are caterpillars? I mean, how did butterflies come to be? If the first butterfly was once a caterpillar, how did he have a mom?? How did the mom come to be? The only reasonable answer is that there was a butterfly tree that was made. Don't you agree??"

While Taehyung continued coming up with with a whole bunch of unusual theories, Hoseok managed to sneak past them and grab a laptop that appeared to be Jin's. He quickly grabbed it and tiptoed back into their bedroom. He sat on his bed and opened it up. To his surprise it was already on their twitter account.

"Taehyung!" He called out to the younger.

Taehyung faked a surprised expression. "Do you think he's finally going to speak to me?" He asked everyone. Yoongi had had enough of him and told him to hurry up and leave or else he'd kill him. With that, Taehyung ran into he and Hoseok's shared room and sat beside him.

Hoseok pointed to something on the screen.

"Holy. Shit."

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I have to stop leaving you on cliffhangers xD

But look at this:

For the first time in forever I have a good schedule! Woop 🙌 I have been celebrating since I got it. Since I'm in a performing arts school, everyone has different stuff like instrumental, drama, vocal, etc so it's cool to get a whole period to focus on your major because my last shitty school was supposed to have a music program but didn't because the principal was a stupid bitch who used all the school funds to buy new weave and I'm not even kidding.

Okay this is completely irrelevant so I'll just go now.

Bye.