Toilets & A Fake Girlfriend (girlxgirl)

Chapter 13: I'm Gay

School again. I still can't get over with what happened between Melissa and me in the shower earlier. I never spoke one word to her since that incident. The thought makes me bite my nails. Her bare figure is still a very lucid memory. I just can't forget how hot she looked... hot, wet, and sexy. It was amazing.

Also... Why am I saying this???

Speaking of Melissa, I see her with Anna approaching towards the direction where I'm eating lunch at... alone.

Oh, god. I can't even bare to look at her in the eyes. What happened in the shower was really embarrassing.

Then, I remember, I am running for student council this year with Melissa. This makes me bite my nails even more. I remember being friendless and a loser, and suddenly I'm running for student council? I am aware that I have no plans for my boring life. I don't even plan to go to college. I don't even know what to do with my life.

I don't have a path. Jesus hasn't led it yet, not even this Hindu god I'm constantly praying to. Should I really run for student council? And give speeches to the public? According to this psych test, I'm 89% introvert. I will totally pass out if people will stare at me for a long time. And what if they asked me questions? I stutter a lot.

"I have been recruiting students already," Melissa says. "No one has really---"

"Don't worry, hon," Anna says as they both sit down with me.

"Um, Melissa, I uh.... I don't really need to be your VP. I... I don't want to, I have social problems and I'm an introvert," I suggest. "And I have stage fright. I might vomit in a middle of a speech and I am scared with people and---"

Melissa raises an eyebrow, "What?! Do you even know how important this is? This is for us, the gay people."

"I sorta don't get it. Why do ya need gay people?" Anna asks.

"You, two, don't really get it, do you? Jeez," Melissa rolls her eyes. "I am forming a team against homophobia! You know, so that those dicks won't have to pick on us."

"You've been picked on before?" I ask. "You just look so---"

"What? Scary? Yeah, right, this bitch just picked on me recently after my coming out. And those stupid girls in the bathroom looked at me like I'm some perv--- peeping through the bathroom stalls. I don't even know where they get that idea! I only like one girl." Melissa smiles at Anna, probably flirting with her.

"Aw, hon, you already have her," Anna winks, talking about me.

"Huh?" Melissa says impassively.

"Aren't you two girlfriends now?"

"Ohhhhhhhh. Yeah, we are," Melissa realizes then turns to me. Holy crap, she almost slipped. "Sorry, babe."

"It's okay," I fake smile, trying not to look directly at her dark brown eyes.

"Oh, before I forget to ask this," Anna turns to me. "How was your night, you know... the sex education lesson."

Oh, crap.

"Um.... uh... Melissa and I w-wanna keep it priv---"

"Oh, she was so wild that night," Melissa interrupts. She's a totally different person every time Anna's around.

"Oh, my god, this is so hot," Anna says. "Tell me more."

"We were watching these porn videos," Melissa starts, "and she started rubbing my pinky by her own pinky. And suddenly, she held my hand, playing with it, actually. Then, she pulled her sweatshirt off and she said, 'it's really hot in here'. I could see her fuckin' sexy bod, she was only wearing her bra and panties and then she kissed me gently on the neck and suddenly, she was unbuttoning my shirt then unzipping my pants while I unhook her bra and I saw those---"