Sad thoughts for the saddest people

Feeling numb *

You feel numb.

You feel like todays the day, you just cant hold one. You need relief. Your grab your blade and cut from thigh to thigh, wrist to wrist. Tho blood is flowing you need something more. You need to end it all.

You sneak out of your room to grab a paper, a pen, and your dad's gun. You come back to your room and write

Mom, Dad, Everyone, its not your fault, my mind just won. Know im happier now. Love you all<3

You grab a white rose, one your mom put in the vase on your desk this morning like ever other day. You Carfully fold the note and set it on your pillow rose over top. You lay down beside it on the other side of the bed. You hold that gun to your head. You plead and pray aloud "Please, Please take me to a better place" You let your last tear escape then...

Bang

Your dead.

Your crimson blood stained the white note red. The gun shoot ran through the house, your parents run in. Your mom screams and falls to the floor crying.

your little sister runs up the stairs and sees you. She yells for her dad "Dad come help!". Your Dad runs up the stairs. he's still. he had Never been so silent. and seeing you like this kills him.

People dont move on. your sister, committed suicide. Your mom is depressed. Your Dad works day and night to keep himself occupied. Your bestfriend has gone mute. She wont talk to anyone. Everyone is getting counciling because they didnt want it to go this far and they feel like its there fault. People did care, but you only heard the negitives to things. You didnt realise the potential you had. and now you gone. forever