Sad thoughts for the saddest people

Describe what it feels like to cut

Well, go to the beach. And walk in the water, blindfolded. You just keep walking, you don't know were you're going. You just know your going deeper. Thats what the build up to cutting feels like. You don't know were your going. Depression has blinded you. All you know is you keep going deeper. Just keep going till you drown. You want air, you want relief, you dont want to be drowning anymore. Know imagine the relief of someone pulling you out of the water. Thats what cutting is. Relief. Relief from all the pain you've been drowning in. Relief from not feeling good enough. Relief from the bullies at school. Relief from thinking your fat. Relief from your insecurities and imperfections. You might find cutting disgusting, and you might not understand it but when your drowning you need saving, you need relief. So what is cutting like? Its relief.