No One's Perfect

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Anxiety .pov.
June 17th 2017
11:27 pm
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It's dark, darker then usually and normally i would be okay with this but lately I've been overthinking to much, its just like any other day staring at my ceiling, i cant sleep for shit since thomas is stressing over something which i may add is not my fault this time, yet roman and logan might say other wise. I disided to probably help Thomas try to sleep at least so I can get some as well. I sit up from my bed and walk around my room, turn slightly and remembered my instrument corner. I go over to pick up the ukulele, but what song. Then it hit me, I start to play and the words just came out. Once I finished I realized that Thomas had fallen asleep. I get up out of bed and slowly open my door trying not to make so much noise. I walk down the hall ways of Thomas mind trying to find something to keep my mind from my thoughts. It's all because of a stupid text I got earlier from princey. And of course even when it's not my fault they blam me.

Anxiousmess has been added by theprincehimself

Anxiety- ?? I guess your going to yell at me?

Roman- what? Why ever would you think that?

Roman- um actually ignore that, but no im hear because your still awake and I, um wanted to know if you were okay...

Anxiety- um uh yeah, I guess, just trying to sleep. But it's not important.

Calculatorwatch has been added by theprincehimself

Logan- what do I have anything to do with this conversation.

Roman- Anxiety is having trouble sleeping so maybe you can Help Out.

Logan- oh well their are many ways to over come the lack of sleep, drinking a glass of warm milk, the usual counting sheep but I'd perfer something more that would help you effectively. If you'd like I have some pills that could help you.

Happypappypatton has been added by theprincehimself

Patton- I don't think pills are necessary, for anxiety.

Anxiety- well I don't really mind.

Logans- No patton is right we should try going slow at first with counting sheep, I know it many sound a bit obscured but we shall give it a shot.

Anxiety- I really appreciate what your all doing and i don't want this to sound mean in anyway, but why are you doing this for me.

Logan- because we want to make sure your well being is okay just like the rest of us.

Patton- Well its because we care about you kiddo.

Patton- Roman

Roman- I can't to be honest I just want Thomas well being to sleep.
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I reread through the texts trying not to think to much about them, Ughhhhhhh! I hate him, I hate everyone. (Accept for patton) I knew it, all he cares about is him, Thomas and the others I mean it makes sense but it still hurts. Sometimes I wish I could listen to music and ignore everything around me that would be nice. Just me, music, and no one to tell me how much they hate me. But what can i do about it im just Anxiety. As I keep walking through the halls and trying to get my mind on a different topic I come across to an unfamiliar hallway. I go down it anyways, if I die it wouldn't even matter. Minutes pass and i start to hear voices coming from a different part of Thomas mind. I follow the noise to a room it looks familiar, I reach for the doorknob i turn it a push the door open to find nothing, it's just pitch black. I walk in a little to see if I can find something or anyone i have this gut feeling that theirs something right in front of me I try to find the light switch but it's non existent. I walked closer to see if I could find anything but it was like nothing was even their. I leave the room closing the door, I start walking further and it starts to got darker. And then I hear a voice clear as day.
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What? I frantically look around to whom might have said it but no one was their. I turn to keep walk then.
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"Hello anxiety!"

"AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhh.... hi"

It was Roman of all people he was the least person I want to see right now.

"Um hey Roman... what you doing?"

"Well I heard something and I thought it was a dragon witch so I came to investigate."

Really? I didn't believe him for a second, I tried thinking of something to get out of the conversation as quick as possible.

"I also was following you..."

What?

for a while we made eye contact, in an awkward silence moment.

"Whyyyyy?"

"Oh yeah it's because I- I wanted to apologize I didn't really ment what I said sometimes when a prince doesn't get his sleep he can get a bit cranky..."

"It's fine it doesn't matter anyway, I don't matter anyway."

"What was that, I didn't hear the last part?"

"I said nothing!"

"Are you sure because I thought you said something more?"

"Yup....."

I start to panic which is never good.
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Worthless~
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"Who's there!"

Roman looks at me with confusion, and looking around as well. After a few seconds he spoke

"Anxiety are you okay? Theirs no one here" I try not to panic, I could of sworn I had heard some one.

"I'm um, I have to to go."

"Wait, what? Why?."

"Sorry! bye!!"

I ran to my room, ignoring the calls from roman yelling my name. I could of Teleported to my room. But I was so scared, that my first instinct was to run. I finally got to my room and slammed the door shut. I closed my eyes and fell to the floor. Today has been the worst, and sleep can really help right now. I look at my laptop and opened it. I guess a little Tumblr scrolling won't be so bad right? No, I lied, again. I didn't even sleep and once I did, it was five in the morning . While at six patton came to wake me up for breakfast.

Yup I don't need sleep, what even is sleep, who knows...
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Hi sorry if the chapter sucks to be honest lol. I tried and It didn't really come out how I wanted so I might edit it later. Because the plot at this point is everywhere.