Love... Form Of Complexity (Ming ♡ Kit)

Complex

*** After the Rehearsal ***

Ming: P'Kit, I'm hungry. 

Kit: What you want to eat. 

Ming: hmmm... maybe noodles. 

Kit: I'm Okay with it. Let's go. 

Kit's P.O.V

Ming drives to the noodle shop. Although I own my own car, Ming never lets me drive when he is with me. As the moon competition start, all moons and stars picture being posted on campus website and Facebook page. Ming starts to get more and more attention where ever he goes. As we went to noodle shop Ming went to place the order. He is training for hours, he looks tired, his hair is combed well, no makeup but he still cool enough. Most of the customer to the noodle shop is the university student. All of them able to recognize him and smiling at him. What comes to worst is even seniors trying to flirt him. 

Ming: P'Kit, I order noodles and meat ball soup. Do you want anything else?

Kit: I think it's enough Ming.

 

Ming:  P' What is the matter you want to discuss with me. 

Kit: Oh, I heard gossip of few star is fighting for you.

Ming: Ohhh, Really. I don't know. 

Kit: How come you don't know, I been there for few hours only I able to know, you were there the whole day but you don't know anything. 

Ming: Hmmm.., I don't give much importance to unwanted stuff. 

Kit: Then, what is your important stuff. 

Ming: Anything related with you is important for me. 

Kit: Can't you be real for a moment. What do you know about me? 

Ming: What you want me to tell P'. You don't like spicy food. You love chocolate, you love to have a pet but it is not allowed in the dorm, today forget to bring you tie and you got a warning from your lecturer, for lunch today you just ate bread as you haven't finished your assignment. The more you want the more I can tell about you. 

Kit: Hey, are you stalking me.

Ming: I told you right P'. Anything about you is important for me. I will be extra cautious to the important stuff. 

Kit: hm.... (no comments... Just amazed) 

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<<<< Message to Ming >>>>

XXX: Hi, I saw you during dance practice today. You look so cool and handsome. I want to have a date with you. 

YYY: Hi, I just fall in love with you the moment I saw you. Can I be yours?

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Ming just gives a reactionless face while reading his message. I just wonder what he is reading. I asked him regarding it. He just gave me his phone to me. There are plenty of message asking for a date and flirting with him. I became speechless as the are few proposal message as well. 

Kit: Ming, What are you going to reply to them?

Ming: I will just ignore them. 

Kit: hmmm... Why don't you feel to try?

Ming: P' because I only love you. How can I betray you?

Kit: Again.. the cheezy line. Don't you feel awkward mentioning those cheezy words? 

Ming: How I would feel that when you don't even talk with me like that. Not even once. 

What Ming say is true, I never been talking with him in that manner. I just scold him all the time. I know I like him but I'm afraid of revealing it to him. He is more than I thought of. Perfect gentlemen but I can accept his relationship now what if in future I can't be the same. It will be hurting him more. I'm sure my family won't allow such relationship and I can't anything against them. At the same time being close with Ming just will give him more hope. Some how when I reject him one day it will hurt him and I will be missing him if I stay away from him. What should I do. 

Ming: P' why are silent. Did I say anything that hurts you. 

Kit: No, Ming. I'm just thinking. Here the food comes. Let eat. 

**** After dinner,  at Kit's dorm ****

Kit: Thanks Ming. Good Night.

 

Ming: P', I really don't know you are thinking about me but I just thinking about you. One day I will ask again about your feelings for me. Hope that day you can tell the truth to me. 

Kit: Ming, What if my answer is not something you are expecting.

Ming: I don't know P' but I have the trust in my love and I can see the love in your eyes. Just you don't want to agree with it. I don't force you. I will wait for your reply. Bye, P

Kit: Bye. 

Both of us know the truth. Both of us have a feeling for each other but I'm just me making things complicated. Sometimes I want to reveal the truth but sometimes I don't want. I tried to shift his focus from me to others but he is determined to stay with me. I know his love for me is true but it's not really any easy going thing. Why I don't born as a girl It would be so easy to accept a person like him. I just worried I would be hurting him. Whatever I want to do I should do it fast before it gets worst.