Love... Form Of Complexity (Ming ♡ Kit)

Lived for Once

Kit P.O.V

After Ming left I walk to my room. I just thinking about Ming without even realising what is happening around me. Someone hit my head...

Kit:  Ouch it hurts. Who the..... Beam!!!

Beam: Kit, where are you. What are you thinking?

 Kit: Nothing Beam.

Beam: Nothing, I saw you on the ground floor and followed you till your room but you didn't realize my presence. 

Kit: I'm thinking something, where is Forth?

Beam: He went to meet Lam... They have a project to be completed. Kit, you don't seem to be normal whats your problem share with me. 

Kit: Beam, when myself I don't know the problem how can I share with you. 

Beam: Well, Is it about Ming?

Kit: Uh.. hmmm. How do you know?

Beam: When a big group of girls looking for Ming's attention but he is looking for your attention. A hot tempered person like you being cute with him. Isn't easy to guess. 

Kit: I'm not being cute... 

Beam: Leave it what is your problem?

Kit: It happening for quite some time. At first, I thought it just for fun but it is not. Ming proposed me last year as I'm tutoring him that time. Even his parents know. I thought after he came to University he look for a better person but he still waiting for my reply. 

Beam: Forget about him... What you think about him. 

Kit: I like him... but 

Beam: But what?

Kit: You know how my family is...  they don't accept this kind relationship. They concern more about society. I can't convince them. In the end, I know I'm going to follow their word. It will hurt Ming more. 

Beam: Even if you reject him now it would hurt him. 

Kit: I know that.... that's why I kept myself silent all these while. Sometimes I felt I should tell him I like him but sometimes I really worried about my family.

Beam: Kit, let me share you my story. I have fallen in love with Forth the moment I saw him yet it was my first love for a guy. Although it seems we become a couple and be happy none of you knows how difficult it was for us. Forth is brave enough to let me know his feelings but I also had a fear of family, society and extra even though I don't show them. I show no interest on Forth and act dating someone in front of him but things get serious lately. I had no idea that Forth was hurting himself in silent until Lam told me. It hurts me more to see him get hurt... whats the point of getting hurt when we both love each other. Thank god I realize before it got late. After that even though we always had a fight but we are happy. Even, I"m not sure about my future but for now, I'm happy with Forth. Why are worrying for something that hasn't come? Just be true to your feeling first before being true your family and society. 

Kit: Oh Beam, pity Forth. 

Beam: Kit, remember you are doing that to Ming. Although you don't date anyone in front of him you kept him waiting. 

Kit: I understand Beam. I will take a good decision soon. Thank you

 

Beam: Okay Kit, I want to go prepare something to eat. 

Kit: You haven't eaten?

Beam: No, If Forth when to do the project he will back late and he will be hungry. So, I want something simple for him to have at night. Bye... 

Yes,... what Beam told is true enough. I am happy being with Ming. What the point hurting him and myself. I only going to live for once. Let it be with someone who loves me for what I'm being. 

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Kit Calling Ming

Ming: Yes, P'Kit kat. I'm just eating you... So yummy. 

Kit: Ming.!

Ming: Okay... Sorry. I just ate Kit Kat. Okay, P' what the matter. I just left you and you called me. Do you miss me?

Kit: Shut up, tomorrow we are going out. Meet me at my dorm by 10.00am. 

Ming: Okay krub... 

Kit: Don't you have any question regarding where we are going or anything?

Ming: No, P' as long being with you I'm happy. 

Kit: Hm... Okay good night. See you tomorrow. 

Ming: Okay. P' Sweet dreams.

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He is so sweet... Ming a big surprise waiting for your sweetness.