while typing this first chapter I'm seriously crying...this story is already been ongoing as a draft...already had 5 chapters. when I checked it earlier it was all deleted and only the prologue remained. I did have a hard time on thinking what happened on the story. fine stopping the drama here chapter 1.
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I'm living alone for almost 4 years. but I guess I'm not alone since she's always watching me..she's always around--lurking. I left my family because of her, she showed once to my mother and my mother was rushed to the hospital. my father is now suffering from stroke and his body is paralyzed because of her. he put my family into danger...so I quickly moved out from the house to protect them...and to avoid my younger sister to be attacked by her.
she also taught me how to not say those words. she scared me.
even on her last days, those empty eyes are looking at me...smiling.
I'm silenty taking my walk to the school---this dirty, dark and smelly narrow street creeps the hell out of me everyday. if it wasn't for her...I'm not here. I tried to be calm my walking because I know she's behind me walking with me. I turned my back and saw her there, she stopped from walking (if she's walking or floating Idunno) she stared at me, even though her eyes was all white I know it's staring at me. her pale, transparent skin, those fresh blood and her uniform. her broken neck. she's staring at me with her neck bent. I'm getting used to her since it's been 4 years since she started doing this. but sometimes...I don't want to see her and just break free to this curse
I continued to walk she continued too... I felt a little bit annoyed by her following me again but I guess she will just disappear later...
because of her, I can't make friends. because of her I became cold and hardcore...she changed me on the way she want me to be...
"Hey!" I didn't noticed that I am very spacing out that I almost got hit by a car too good the driver shouted.
"sorry..sorry I wasn't looking" I bowed. the driver's eyes widen and she just nodded and quickly drived away. She maybe showed up to the driver. sometimes she's my saver. and I'm sometimes grateful for that
I happily entered the room for my first period class. I get my notebook to study some notes I took down yesterday since our proffesor said he'll be having a quiz. it's not like I'm smart, it's because I don't want to talk to anyone.
~RINGS~
"to all 2nd yr students please proceed to the gymnasium right now, again to all 2nd yr students please proceed to the gymnasium right now" the announcer said. my classmates quickly got out to the room while I stayed.
"HOLY CRAP!" I thought as I arranged my things, I'M STUDYING FOR A COUPLE OF SHITS NOW THEN THERE WILL BE NO CLASSES ON THIS PERIOD? be sure that hell on gymnasium would be something important or else...
I arrived on the gymnasium last since I don't want to put myself in a crowd. ugh! it's smelly as you know.
"today a special person transfered here on our school..." that person should be really special or else I'll kill that person..."...he's the son of the owner of this school and he decided to transfer here for a special reason..."