Daniels Little Sister

Awake?!

     Still Zachs POV
    I heard her voice for the first time in 2 days. I started smiling as big as ever. I squeezed her hand with both of mine
"What's happening?!?" She asked sounding scared. I didn't want to tell her what happened, I couldn't help seeing the love of my life in a hospital bed. She looked so lifeless it didn't even look like her. She looked frail, and weak.
"You're ok? Ok, your ok" I didn't know what to tell her. She sadly didn't look ok, she kind of looked far from ok if I have to be honest.
"I'm not ok am I??"
"You're more than ok..." I forced a smile. I couldn't smile a real smile seeing her like this and knowing it's all my fault.
"What happened" how could I tell her that she was mad at me because she saw me kissing someone else and then got hit by a car, I just couldn't
"You're ok" I just said again, I sounded like some broken record. She was hooked up to breathing machines and I.Vs I couldn't tell her it was all because of me. I finally pressed the call the nurse button. I sat there holding Anna's hand as Anna just sat there, confused. She was lost in her thoughts. The nurse came Rushing in
"Is everything ok??" She asked as she ran over to Anna. Anna looked at me and again I forced a fake smile.
"I don't know" she said. The nurse smiled
"I see you're awake" the nurse said. I was told I had to leave the room and when I went to the waiting room one of the doctors told me to go home. He had known I have been there for two days and haven't gotten any sleep. I went home and was instantly bombarded with a thousand questions from the guys.
"Everything's ok" that's all I could say
"She's awake?" Jack asked
"Everything's ok" I didn't sound like one I was a Broken record. I went straight to my room and called her phone. I knew there wasn't gonna be an answer I just wanted to hear her voicemail
"Hello?? I couldn't hear you...sorry can you repeat that??....haha, just kidding it's past me muhahahahaaaa leave a voice mail, BAIII!" Her voice mail was her usual bubbly self. But I took that away from her.
     I just laid in my bed after that. I felt like everything was drained out of me, even though I haven't been doing nothing. I just wanted to be alone, I was done with everything.

2 DAYS LATER!!!
    Ok just a quick recap, Anna was still in the hospital, she had been getting better. It was still a little hard to breathe and she could barely walk but she was still holding on. Zach on the other hand hasn't been eating, has been barely sleeping and has left his room only to go to the bathroom, he hasn't gone to see Anna because he just can't go and see her like that.
   STILL ZACHS POV
   I woke up startled, I had another night mare, I've had one every single day. About how it was all my fault. I just laid my head on my pillow and just thought.
     "I'm sick of it!!" Corbyn said storming in I just rolled my eyes "STOP! Ok? You begged Anna to hold on multiple times and she did! But you can't hold on for her?!! It works both ways! Anna is there hurting and has asked about you countless times and you just lay here hiding" he said just standing there pretty mad
    "You don't understand" I said as I turned away
   "I don't understand?!? You know I could've stopped this, heck we all could! Ok? It wasn't just you, If I just went in the room and sat in there and talked to her none of this would've happened! She still could've been happy peppy Anna, you don't think I understand?? You know i stayed with her in that hospital room last night, you don't realize but she misses you or is it just you don't care"
    "I care Corbyn!! Ok? I CARE! It's all my fault she saw me kiss poppy! If I didn't get kissed by poppy she wouldn't of been mad!!" I said annoyed
   "And If Jonah didn't tell Poppy to make a song with us then poppy wouldn't of kissed you, if Anna's mom didn't want her to be a model Anna wouldn't of been here and see you kiss her. But also if that didn't happen you wouldn't of met Anna. If I told poppy we would work on the song at Logans house, this wouldn't of happened! We could do this all day Zach we really can, but nothing's gonna change! Ok?!? NOTHING!!" Corbyn snapped back then left the room.
    I had been in my room thinking for a couple hours. The boys all went to the hospital but I stayed home
     Anna's POV
      I heard a knock on my hospital door
    "Come in!!" I said smiling and in came all the boys and Logan and George they all had flowers and balloons. But when I looked at all them I didn't see Zach. He hadn't come since I woke up, but it wasn't Zach who was here that day, he was somewhere else in la la land. I missed him. I wanted him here with me, I wanted him here to hold my hand and tell me everything was gonna be ok, I wanted him here to stay up late with me when I couldn't fall asleep, or here to help me fall asleep but he was no where to be found
     "No Zach?" I asked
     "Uhh, no...he had some work at the house" Corbyn said. Another excuse, worst then the last. I lost count after the fifth one. Why was he hiding from me?? I miss him.

Ok real quick sorry these chapters have been really sad. ALSO! If you haven't noticed poppy is an actual singer like I found she's an actual person, but don't get offended that I used her name. She would probably never do that I just did that part to make the story continue on, same with the Christina and Corbyn thing I KNOW CHRISTINA WOULD NEVER do that, it's just to keep the story continuing and don't worry. The story will start getting happier lol

EYE BLESSER