Daniels Little Sister

Leaving!!

My face went to shock. I felt like I had to cry, like that's what you're supposed to do...but I just couldn't. Like I tried forcing the tears to come out but they just wouldn't, I looked over at Daniel and you could tell he was holding back tears. You could just see it in his eyes.
"We ran a couple extra tests to check to make sure and it's a definite, I'm sorry" the doctor said
"It's ok" I whispered under my breathe "everything's ok...." I said grabbing Daniels hand. He was taking it worse then me. The doctor went to tell everyone else because I asked him to. I couldn't tell them, I just couldn't. He left me and Daniel in the room so we could talk. But we did non of that, what was there to talk about 'oh hey! I have cancer' We weren't the type of people to talk about our feelings. Nor did we even know how to express them, at least I couldn't. It was always difficult for me to even say how I felt about someone.
      Daniel and I just sat, we were both kind of confused. Like how are you supposed to react when you are to react when you're just told you have lung cancer?? Cry right?? But what if you can't?? I just sat there confused. How do I feel. Daniel sat there, no expression. He just sat. We both didn't know what to do.
"Welp, I don't know what to do" I said kind of laughing
"I don't really know How to feel..." he said blankly staring
We were alone in there for 30 minutes not doing anything when, the doctor walked back in...he was with all the guys.
"Anna we're sorry" Corbyn said
"For what?? It's not your fault" I told him back
A couple days later!!!
Ok real quick I'm sorry I'm stopping in the middle of a chapter to give a quick explanation, OK...so basically, I don't really know how treatment or stuff like that for lung cancer works. SOOOOO if I get anything wrong please nicely tell me in the comments section and I'll fix it
I've been in the hospital room for three days. The boys have come in and out and my mom came in town. Even Zach came, the boys have been super understanding about it and have been amazing support. My mom on the other hand not so much. She just keeps saying how my modeling career is done and I might have to come home, which is the last thing I want to do! I have already gotten my breathing tube thingy and its definitely been annoying, but today they are releasing me from the hospital! Ughhh I can't wait to go home. It was just me and mom in the hospital. My mom was doing paper work or something while a nurse was helping me know everything I needed to know. Everything kind of went through one ear an out the other, I just wanted to get home! Mom finally came back upstairs
     "We are officially free to leave this crappy place!!"

AGAIN!!! I know I'm leaving it super short but dats what I wanted to do lol...so dats what I did. lol I'm in a good mood today so I wanted to make this chapter a little happier, I guess I don't know but enjoy these beautiful human beings