I couldn't help but to think this is it. I had finally made it, but I wasn't quite there yet, mentally, physically, emotionally. But here I was, a 17 year old graduate, with a child.
I should have figured he never loved me, but I was young and dumb, hell I still am. I fell for everything he told me, I thought I was in love, but that's the thing, I thought.
Trey was always so sweet, he made me feel loved, I didn't get much of that. My mom despised me, my dad never heard of him. But my step dad, he... he was the devil himself. Which is why I went to Trey for comfort and love.
It started off sweet and tender like a toddler giving kisses. After we finally had sex, shit went left. He got distant, never called me back. Out of all these things I should probably mention he was 20 to my 16. A good four years older than me. My mom, she told me to go for it, saying it would be the only love I would ever feel. She said he would make me feel good. And for awhile... he did. It was close to our 7 month anniversary when I first noticed the strange acting, prior to this I had lost my virginity to him about a month before. I loved him and craved him, I wanted all of his soul.
That's obviously not what I got. I walked over to his house one day to check up on him and ask what was going on....
Flashback
January 3rd, 2016
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alking in the rain I was frustrated, I had called this idiot about a thousand times, he wasn't answering. I was sick of it, making a sharp right on Madison avenue I spotted Trey' s apartment complex making my way in the building I greeted the desk lady. "Hello Mrs. Taskon", she looked at me and looked back at her newspaper. It clearly wasn't a good day for any of us. Walking past her tothe elevator I pressed the button that would lead me to level 3.
Impatiently listening to the nerve wrecking yet calming elevator music I stepped off and made my way to apartment 3b. When I arrived the door was surprisingly unlocked. So, I took that as my cue to walk in, as I looked around there was rose petals and lit candles everywhere. Smiling to myself I figured he was expecting me, I took it upon myself to make my way to his bedroom, where we had made sweet love so many times.
But my ears must have been mistaking me, I heard grunting, and slapping, and moaning. Not understanding I walked further into the back of the spacious apartment. I entered his room, counting to 3 I held my breath. As I burst in I couldn't help but to feel the tears that were threatening to spill over the hinges of my eyes.
There he was, the love of my life, cheating right before my eyes.
"TREY WHAT THE FUCK MAN?" I screamed as I watched him pump his hips in and out of her. He turned around and looked at me, "Solana just go chill til I finish man, I'm trynna catch dis nut.", He yelled back at me. Picking up the nearest vase I threw it at his back and ran out.
Flashback over
