Self Portrait

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Sometimes the scared little girl inside me screams so loud

I believe it will break the enclosure.

Sometimes the brave spirit inside me breathes in so deep

I am convinced it is the end.

Cowering in the margins of this frail frame,

Vulnerable and easily broken

I wait, waiting for the bad news as it once came

Years of my youth stripped, chipping the paint away

Leaving this portrait looking like

a midnight without a moon,

the tides falling flat, fading fast.

But the bloated carcass of a once decrepit cage

Blossoms into a work of art, finally breathing

Colors blooming so tangible you can touch them

Gleaming with radiance off the canvas like melting sunshine

Making sure that what was once will never be again

Sometimes I look for that scared little girl inside me

Sometimes I need her presence to feel okay

Most of the time, I let her flee

However, keep her memories

Lest I ever forget the fact that

she was once at the foreground of this reflection of me. 

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