Flame (Kiera Hogan x Aj Styles)

Greatest Sin

Kiera's POV

I couldn't continue to feel like this anymore. I was in love with Allen Jones and even though he spent his free time with me it just isn't the same anymore.

I stood outside of my apartment door and I debated whether I wanted to leave him for real.

That man was always my mind when we aren't together. It wasn't the money, the clothes or the apartment that I loved, it was him.

I heard the door behind me open. But, I couldn't  turn around.

"Kiera..." He said, in a dominating voice. He only used that tone when he was serious. "Baby, please look at me."

I slowly turned around and I dropped my bags when I saw him on his knees.

He scooted over to me and looked up at me. "Kiera, please don't leave me... I'm nothing with you." His eyes showed so much despair.

"Aj I don't.. know anymore." I said, with tears coming down my face. I couldn't believe that I was crying over this man.

"Baby, I love you... I did all I could to get you to NXT and got you an apartment. I'm sorry I was jealous of Tye. I'm a selfish bastard.." He held on to my legs.

I've never seen him like this nor any man beg me not to leave. "Baby, we can't keep doing this.. go back to your wife."

Aj looked up at me. "No.. I'm not letting you leave me. I'll give you anything.. what will it take for you to stay?"

He knows that answer. It doesn't take a brain surgeon  to figure out that I want him to myself.

But, he has children and a wife. I can't be that selfish and pull him away from them.

"Aj.. you're not going to leave her. So, why do we even do this ? If you're nothing without me than leave her."

Aj shook his head yes. "I'll leave her.. I just can't have you walking out on me."

My heart dropped. I've wanted this for awhile. "Are you sure?"

He smiled and got off his knees. He grabbed my face gently and kissed me. "I've never been more sure in my entire life. I love you so much.."

"I swear loving you is my greatest sin.." I said, and he picked me up. He carried me back into our apartment.

We laid on the living room floor and made out. I was so lost in this man, I just couldn't let him go.

I've never felt this way about any man ever in my life.

He looked into my eyes and kiss my forehead. "My soul only feels at peace with you.. please don't walk out of my life again. I'm not too proud to beg babe."

At that moment I felt like the world stop spinning and what I felt deep down inside was real.

Sure, we're in a messed up situation but he's the love of my life.