Mistakes Like This - Dean x Reader

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A/N - Sorry for lack of updates. I've been a little busy with school starting and everything. I do have good news tho. I have a date to homecoming. It's one of my close friends and I'm really happy we're going together. To be honest he's a huge dork but is also pretty cute. If you guys want a picture just say so cause I know some people will. There's going to be a lot of updating tonight cause I want to write.

•~• SMUT WARNING •~•

Dean's POV

Things have been rough. Y/N and I have been on and off, but I'm worried about her. Just recently her mom passed away. Out of all the things that could kill that woman, it was friggin cancer. Dad had been friends with her mom and we grew up around Y/N. I hadn't seen her in a few years until Sam and I met her on a Rugaru hunt. If it wasn't for her, I doubt I'd be standing here.

At the moment we were at a bar in town. We just finished up a vamp job and we both went out to get a drink. Sam was back at his room. He requested two rooms because he was getting tired of the fighting between Y/N and I. She would get angry if I would leave for the bar and not come back until morning. I would fight back, saying she shouldn't act like my mom. It had died down, but we also didn't talk as much anymore.

"Dean, we need to talk about...this, whatever this is. I can't even qualify this as a relationship right now. You sleep with other girls when we're not together but come right back in a week or two. I just need to know if you really feel something or if you just think of me as another toy that will sleep with you just because you're drunk and sexy." I sat there for a minute, processing everything she just said.

I took of sip of my beer before responding. "You want to know the truth. I don't even know anymore. We get in fights but I come right back to you. I do feel something, I just don't know what it is. I'm not good with feelings and neither of us really handle things well. Right now, I think we should grab a beer or two to go and talk at the motel. There's some more personal things I want to ask." She nodded and signaled the bartender for two more beers. We picked them up and walked out. I knew that was technically illegal but the law was the least of my problems right now. I opened the door to the passenger side and Y/N climbed in, both our beers in her hands. I walked around and started up the car, pulling out of the parking lot and starting the short drive to our room.

We sat in silence for awhile before I started to talk. "So, you want to tell me about what's been going on at night or do I have to play 20 questions?" She took a sip of her half empty beer and sighed.

"I've been having nightmares. About my mom, about losing you and Sam, about everything. I don't even know what's going on anymore. I feel like my world's falling apart." I saw her makeup start running down her face and reached out to hold her hand. She took it and I looked over at her. All I could think of is how beautiful she looked, even with tears in her eyes. They just made her look more real, more human. I looked back to the road and started to realize what I felt for her. I loved her, completely and truly. I loved everything about her, from her beautiful H/L, H/C hair and her E/C eyes to how heroic she fought when we went out on a hunt. If there were ever kids, she knew exactly what to say to calm them down. She was amazing in everyway possible and more. My thought were interrupted by us pulling into the parking lot. I pulled into a spot and parked the car, getting out along with Y/N.

"You okay Dean? You look a little confused."

Your POV -

He shook his head. "I'm good. Just thinking." He pulled out the key to the room and unlocked it, letting me in. I walked in and heard the door close behind me. I turned around, throwing my jacket on the ground and facing Dean. "You want another beer?" He asked as goes to open the mini fridge. I nod and he bring me one, both of us sitting on one of the beds in the room. "Y/N, I'm sorry for how I've been acting. The truth is, I do care for you, a lot. I just didn't know how to show it so I hid behind beer and other women. I'm sorry if I've hurt you at all and I hope you forgive me." I sat there for a minute, took a sip of my beer, and kissed him. I was done sitting here with both of us feeling all sorry and shit. Tonight was a night where I wanted to forget all my problems in the world and just feel good for once.

Dean set his beer down and kissed back. It wasn't hard or rough, it was slow and passionate, just how I wanted tonight to be. His lips tasted like beer and were so incredibly soft. Soon he slowly started trailing his mouth down my jaw to my neck, sucking until he found my sweet spot and I had a lot of hickeys. I moaned quietly and he smiled into my neck, making his way back up to my lips. He kissed me again and I fell back, now laying on the bed with him on top of me. He continued to kiss me while I reached for the hem of his shirt. We only broke this kiss to pull both of our shirts off. He then started traveling down my chest, taking my bra off and leaving multiple pink marks everywhere. He got down to my pants and unbuttoned them, giving me a chance to shimmy them off before he continued. He pulled my panties down with his teeth, making my gasp at the cold air.

He then looked up at me with lust-filled eyes and I knew exactly what was going to happen next. His lips attached to my pussy and I moaned continuously, drowning in pleasure and he ate me out. I started to get closer and closer until he stopped. I whined at the loss of contact until he stood up and started to pull his pants down. I swear every time he does this he looks bigger and bigger. He took off his boxers and lined himself up. He looked at me and I nodded, letting him know it was okay. He pushed inside of me and I gasped, feeling myself being stretched out. I took a minute to adjust before he started to move. Just like his kiss, it was passionate but not as slow. He thrusted into me and I moaned again. This was ongoing for a few minutes before I started getting closed to my high again, and I could tell he was close too. He adjusted and started hitting my g-spot over and over until I came all over him, him finishing not much longer after me. He, pulled out and laid next to me, putting and arm around me as I curled into him, falling asleep soon after.

The next morning

I woke up to see a still sleeping Dean next to me and the light just seeping in through the window. I turned to look at his face. He looked so peaceful in the light, like he had a normal life and wasn't under the constant stress. I felt his arm move underneath me and his eyes slowly opened, turning to meet my eyes. His candy-apple eyes practically glowed in the light, making him look more beautiful than ever.

"Morning baby. How'd you sleep? He said and I smiled.

"Better than ever. Thanks for last night. I really needed something to help me take my mind off of everything going on." He smiled back and kissed my forehead.

"We don't have a case planned today so we can sleep in a little bit." He said and I curled back into his chest, falling asleep to the sound of his heart beat.

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