Have you ever just sat there and think,
think of all your mistakes
all the people who have done you wrong
the moments you could've said something to stand up for yourself but didn't
those moments you had opportunities right in your face and never took them
those people who came into your life and screwed everything up
those people who have made a difference in your life, positively
those people you look at and think "I wish I was that person"
those people you wish you were like simply because you feel like you aren't loved or cared about
those times you thought you weren't enough
then you start trying to change yourself
you start acting different
dressing different
talking different
and that is when people start to notice you
people start talking to you more
trying to hang around you
and that is when you realize ain't shit change
you are still broken and fragile,
no matter how much attention you are shown, the love and care is all bogus
you start thinking about your mistakes, those people, your life, opportunities, everything
