Naomi

Secrets

Everybody drove home in silence. They all thought it was Jack's fault which was good. Me and Andre knew better though.

He had his arms wrapped around me and was kissing on my neck. I was annoyed and frustrated. I wanted him to get the fuck off of me.

"baby...tell me whats wrong" he said against my neck

"theres nothing wrong with me Andre"

"yes there is. you was fine and all bubbly and fun and then it all changed"

"welp"

"you blowing my high like a muhfucka"

He let got off of me and sat on his side of the seat. I looked at him crazy as fuck. Nigga what?

"the fuck?"

"you blowing my high with all that negative shit Naomi"

"you blowing your own fucking high Andre! I said nothing was wrong so nothing is wrong. Leave it at that. the fuck"

"whatever Naomi"

"yeah whatever"

I sighed and crossed my arms and sat back in the seat. The whole car was quiet with hella tension. I just want to lay down in my fucking bed and cry.

We pulled up and everybody left the van silently. Everybody went to the rooms they were staying in. Andre started to follow me to my room. I turned around and sighed.

"can you stay right here? I got to handle something"

He walked away and sat on the couch.

Tears started to come up in my eyes. I took my moms side sooooo many times over my dad, when she was the grimey one. I feel soo stupid. My dad is my only parent.

I walked into my dad's room and him and Nathan was in there. Tears ran down my face fast as I stared at them. They both jumped off the bed and ran to me.

"Naomi baby whats wrong?" my dad asked worried

"was it Andre? I knew that ni-"

"why didnt you guys tell me about mom"

They both calmed down. Nobody said anything for a while. Nathan reached for me but I snatched away. My father looked really hurt.

"Naomi...we were going to tell you" Nathan said "but we didnt know the right time to. you've been sooo happy and things been good...we didnt want to ruin anything for you"

"when did yall find out?" I asked crying

"I went to your moms work to bring her lunch and...he was in her office. The door was cracked and they were kissing" my dad said hurt

"i overheard her on the phone... I came to dad and he knew"

"yall should have told me! I wouldnt have been smiling in that bitches face! this is all my fault!"

I was crying soo hard. They both hugged me and we stayed in that position for a while.

"how'd you find out sis?" Nathan asked agasint my hair

"i seen them at Coachella...what are we going to do? Kick her out?"

"woaaaah" my dad said slowly "lets just...forget about it. let her be happy"

"what?!" me and Nathan yelled

"WHAT ABOUT YOU DAD!? WHAT ABOUT US!" I yelled

"Naomi lower your voice, you have company"

"my friends arnt the type to eavesdrop"

"look... i love your mom, she loves me. She might be exploring and finding herself right now. if she wants to leave, she can leave. if she wants to stay, she can stay. end of discussion"