Dear Friends

Day 5

Dear friends

It's been a long time.

Have u ever heard the principle of our civilization? Why are 'we' created the engines, roads, and all sort of machines, infrastructures, along with the law to uphold it within the 'supposed to be' reasonable human values?

Well if not, because of u too busy working ur ass off to sustain ur 'supposed to be' happy life, I'm gonna tell u here, straight answer.

It's easy... It's because our durability is a damn short one. Our effective time to function as a proper adult that could perform 3S activities properly (Socialize, Sex, and Sarcastic) only last about 20 years (according to my measly calculation). Even if u only do one thing, u can't be the best on it. There's always something new, that need to be discovered, need to be solved, need to be *** need to be *** etc. a never ending requirements.

Yet, despite that, our 'evolution' or if u are a theist, our 'God' has created us in this kind of form. A simple and short one.

Is it our curse? To be blessed by boundless knowledge, and yet to be limited by the stipulation of life consisted of five words D-E-A-T-H. Is this our chastisement? Cause we dare to cross our path from simple apes to human form, or (again if u are a theist) cause our ancestor Adam and Eve had broken their promise to God. Well, whatever it is, me myself feel that this is such a nonsense.

There are tons of books that I haven't read, movies that I haven't watch, songs that I haven't heard and places that I haven't visit, and u told me that I'll definitely dead before all of that? What if there is no Heaven in the end, and all I could face is endless void? Who's gonna be responsible for that? Grrrrrrrr....

Oh, do I hurt ur feeling by stating my opinion on this matter? Sorry, feel free to retort me. (as if I gonna let u do that lol)

I am a repulsive young man, accept it.

That concludes this session. Next time, I'll tell u about this new singer I found, Aurora.

May the Force that u believe be with u.