2 weeks earlier-
3 am- "You fucking stupid ass bitch"- Jake yells at me in the middle of the night.
"What did I do Jake?" I questioned
"Youre fucking other guys? You trying leave me for Dr. Ross? You choose me over him??? " IM ABOUT KILL YOU!" he charged towards the wall where I was propped against.
I charged for the bathroom locking the door. He banged on the door yelling "OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR YOU WHO'RE" I was in shock that he really thought I was seeing Dr. Ross.
"JAKE IM NOT SEEING HIM!! I AM NOT!" I cried out.
Soon as those words released from my mouth I felt a sense of alertness, the whole door came down on me.
I was out cold!. I woke up laying on the floor with the door on my legs, my wrist was trobbing and my face was modified to the extremities of unrecognition. My stomach had cuts like someone stabbed me and teeth were missing. I stood in the mirror just looking at myself throbbing and in tremendous disbelief. But why? He always does this to me. I cant keep letting him do this to me. I had to sworn my life over to him. I took a oath to him and his brothers. They were my Gods. I had to obey them. I had to be his slave while he is my master. I had to follow all commands. Or my life will be shortly ended. I was in a huge battle upon which I couldnt win.
I thought to myself in that bathroom mirror if I should go to the hospital or not, I soon was hit by the threat of my life being ended if I spoke to anyone there. So I grabbed a cloth from the cubbard behind me and ranned it under the cold water. I dabbed my face and watched the blood over exceed the color of the washcloth. I was in so much pain I just wanted my life to be over. Why did I sign up for this pain?,I thought again! I didnt, this guy knew what he was doing to me when we first got togehter. He treated me like a queen until I was attached to his heart, his mind, his soul and with all his might he took the energy and converted it to power! Power over my body, my life, my mind, and my future children also.
