Elena,Elena

Chapter 3 Cold night for parties

'If you don't imagine,nothing ever happens at all' was John Green's last words. I'm just kidding, but it might be my last words.

I'm currently sprawled, very unladylike, on my bed, dieing from boredom. Have you ever done everything until you have nothing to do then don't know what to do, well that's me.

My life is depressing, seriously, all I do is study and eat junk food. I just don't like the outdoors and someone once asked me if I was a literal vampire, like seriously, there are tons of people who hate the outdoors. I mean outside is fine, but I just like being inside.

I'm blabbering again. I don't like it when I do this. Anyways back to the point.

People often imagine their goals in order to achieve it, they imagine life in the future so they could plan what they do now and for others, they couldn't care less.

I can see my life three years from now, twenty years from now, but not now or today, I've done everything so I have nothing to do. Lazy Saturday's got me too badly wrapped up in it's illusion of doing nothing. And all I can imagine doing is nothing.

After one really tiring week of college, I only want to sleep. That's why it's almost one pm and I'm still in bed. And I can't help but fear if my future turns into this, when I've achieved everything I've always longed for, what is it that will be left for me to do? Watch the walls!

I can't do that. I must do something. I don't want to die like the old lady in Titanic. Reflecting on her best memory just as she dies. I don't want to die in a memory, I want to die like on of those avengers, doing something great.

But don't get me wrong. I hate attention. I just want to die a great death, not something typical. Maybe if I die being pushed off of an aeroplane.

Okay! that was weird. I am never thinking about my death again. I'll let fate do it's duty.

My cell phone vibrates around the silent room. I groan to pick it up.

"Hello" I answer, not really caring who it is.

"Oh, hey, Its Kathy. I was kinda wondering if you'd like to go to this party with me. I hear everyone's going, and how it'll be lit. So you going?"

"Yeah sure!" I say, honestly, as much as I hate parties, I have nothing to do.

"Great, it starts at 7:00. Don't worry I'll be there to help you get ready. But I like readying at my home, no offence, so I'll be there all glamorous and stuff. Cool!" She says

"Uh huh, cool!"

At around 5, Kathy shows up in a green mini van.
She parks by the side of the street while I make my way from the window to the front door.

I open the door , listening to the click of the gears churning to find its place.

I am almost shocked by what I see.

Kathy looks stunning. Her chestnut hair is in a bun at the top, while loose curl flow down her shoulder all the way to her waist.

She has on a light amount of make up which includes lip gloss and light powder. There is also a little mascara that brings out her eyes.

She hugs me and walks right in. Kathy have been here a few times to watch Netflix with me or just chill.

She asks me how she looks and I can only tell her that she looks gorgeous.

She is wearing a pretty white top that has a really beautiful design at the back. It matches her leggings that is slightly grey. The two colours truly complement each other. Then her eyes look so good with her hair. If only I were that beautiful.