Soar with the Eagle {C}

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We cuddled for what felt like forever then I heard a knock at the door. We jumped apart and I went to open the door.

The face that appeared on the other side was none other than James.

"Sorry to interrupt, but you guys want to go get some food?", His words were filled with content as his eyes glared at Ben.

Ben blushed a light pink. My mind flipped. Wait why was he all teenage girl around James? What was what we just shared?

My eyebrows creased and I scowled at James, "No thanks."

I pushed past James and stumbled down the hallway. Away from Ben, I thought he loved me. I confessed my feeling to him only to leave with my tail between my legs because he was all fruity and flirty with our drummer.

I heard James giggle and the door slam shut. Oh the rage and fustration that filled me. I just needed to punch something. No I needed to chug something.

I went next door to the convenient store and bought booze. Looks like I'll be fucking my problems away tonight. Look out groupies here comes Dsnop.

Oh what was I kidding? Why should I let a stupid boy get to me like this.

I popped the cap and chugged a bottle. Old habits come easy.

By the time I had made it back to my room I was already walking funny. I unlocked the door and the sight before me didn't bother me at all. James on top of Ben shirtless. They shot up and James ran to the bathroom.

I just pushed it out of thought. I pulled out a cigarette and lit it.

"Certainly doesn't look like getting food.", I commented.

Bens face turned red. "Danny it isn't what it looks like, I'm so sorry.", I nodded.

"I'm sure.", Then I grabbed my phone and jacket and left him crying.

I didn't care at this point I couldn't feel a thing. I stopped by Cameron's room.

"We need to find a club. I need to fuck something.", I yelled at him.

He noted the alcohol in my hand and nodded, smirking.

Cameron was always down for a good time. That's why I chose him to throw down with over Ben. Plus, Cameron wasn't fucking with my feelings and sleeping with James.

We hit up a bar across town. Good and far from Ben. I hope he thought about what he's done.

I found a 'hot' chick quickly. She was all over me. I was good and hammered so I told her she should come back to my hotel room and we could 'hang'.

I hope Ben walks in on us fucking.

We stumbled into the room and onto BEN'S BED. Score.

I was going to town on her neck and she was palming me through my jeans. She pulled off her shirt and I played with her boobs a little. Her moaning at my every touch. What a whore.

Just about when I was about to stick my junk up her, the door opened and in walked. You guessed it.

The little heart breaker.

Then woman under me stopped and stared at Ben panting. She seemed embarrassed. I lent down to her ear and wispered seductively, "Why don't you go clean up next door, I'll be back for you later."

She shivered and smirked collecting her shirt and heading to Cameron's room. He'll finish her off for me.

I sat up and buttoned my pants. Ben was fuming.

"What the fuck man??", He shouted.

I grinned at him. "But your bed was so soft."

He seemed even more mad that I was smart mouthing him.

"Besides you were fucking James right after you said you loved me. That's what I call fucked up.", I mumbled.

His face filled with hurt. "Danny I do fucking love you but me and James..."

"Nah save it man you've already broke my heart once today.", Then I left him once again.

Why was it so hard to love these days.