*Mitzy's Pov*
"Mitzy can I ask you something?" Nash asks me.
"Maybe this may not be the moment but I need to ask you..." Nash adds.
"Sure." I say and look at Nash.
"Mitzy will you be my girlfriend?" Nash asks me.
Oh I uh... I really love Nash, but I dont think this is the moment that I should be in a relationship. I just broke up with Matt, and attempted suicide. I should at least wait till I get out of the hospital.
"Nash.... Look. I really love you, but I dont think I should be in a relationship at this moment." I tell him.
"Matthew and I barely broke up, and I tried to kill myself... but failed as you see. Can you please give me some time? Please. I'll answer you once I get out of the hospital. I promise you." I tell Nash.
"I understand, and your right I shouldnt push in things to fast. I will wait as long as you need to. Okay? I love you." He says and kisses my cheek.
"I'm so glad you didnt die." He tells me and looks at me.
I just smile at him, I dont know what to say. I dont know if I'm happy or not.
I honestly cant believe I'm still alive. It's just... So weird and strange.
"Nash.... I love you." I say and grab his hand.
It's the truth and I had to admit it.
He grabs my hand and looks me deep into my eyes. "I love you too." He says and leans REAL close to me.
"Missed your lips." I giggle.
"Couldnt last with out yours." He says and licks his lips.
He gently placed his lips into mine. Our lips moving in sync. His hands in each side of me. One of my hand running through his hair. I couldnt move the other one because of the stitches.
"I love you." He says not breaking the kiss.
I let out a tiny moan. "I love you more." I tell him.
"Prove it." He says.
"How?" I ask him while he leans back.
"Dont ever leave me, or try to leave again." He tells me.
I sigh and look away.
"Nash..." I say.
"You know its really hard." I add.
"Bu-." He said but got interupted.
"Mr.Grier times up." He tells him.
"Bye." He says and smiles.
"Bye Nash." I say happy.
That kiss. It meant everything. It was such a good feeling. No matter how many times I kiss that boy my stomach goes wild when our lips touch.
"Mrs.Ruiz how do you feel?" The doctor asks me.
"Good I guess..." I tell the doctor.
"How do you feel about living?" He asks me.
"I dont know." I say and shrug my shoulders.
I honestly dont know. I dont know if its a good or bad thing. I dont feel happy or sad about it. I have no feeling towards my life right now.
"You dont know?" He asks me.
"Yup I dont know." I say.
"Well Mrs.Ruiz you are okay and fine to go home, BUT what so ever. You did try suicide and could have actually killed yourself. You are lucky that you survived. But since we have doubs that you will be alright we will send you to another hospital. Were you could be with other young teenagers like you." THe doctor tells me.
WHAT NO I WANT TO GO HOME.
"Thank you sure but I am fine to go home." I tell him.
"You wanted to kill yourself, you even tried." He tells me.
"But I am fine, I can stop all this." I say.
"I can stop." I add.
"That's not how it works sorry hun. We will assign you therapy for your suicide thoughts and cutting. But we just dont think it's safe for you to go home now. We dont want you to try this again. So we will have to send you to the other hospital." He tells me.
I sigh. "Fine." I say and cross my arms.
"But you will have a chance to go home and pack, but we will send police with you just incase anything." The doctor adds.
"Thank you." I tell him.
Minutes after my mom and dad signed my papers to leave the hospital. I had to go home and get some clothes. But instead of going home with my family, I had to go in the cops car.
He drove me to my house and got me out. I went upstairs and started to get clothes.
"Mitzy I will miss you." My mom says.
I just smile at her.
"We are all going to miss you." My dad tells me.
Every one was over at my house. Emily, Hayes, dad, Elizabeth, Matthew, and Nash.
I packed all my clothes and closed my luggage. I turn around to them and I start crying.
"I'm going to miss you guys." I say in tears and start hugging each of them.
"I'm going to miss you Mitzy." Emily tells me and hugs me tight.
"Dont worry it's just for a week." I say.
"I will be right back before you even know them." I say trying to cheer them up.
I hug all of them and ask for a moment alone with Nash.
"A week?" Nash says as he sits me on his lap.
"Yup one freaking week." I say.
"I cant last one week with out you... That's why to much." Nash tells me.
I just giggle and kiss him on the cheek. "Yes you can Nash. Like what if I was dead. You would still be living." I tell him.
"Dont say that." He says in a serious tone.
"Ok." I say and look at the floor.
"Can I do something before you go" Nash asks me.
"Sure." I say curios.
We kiss one more time, and the final time for about a week. His lips so soft. Our kiss full of hungry. Slow, passionate, and hungry. His tounge kept asking me for entrance but I denied. It was just to tease him.
I finally let him in and we were fighting for dominance. He won of course. We pulled apart for some air. He pulled me in closer once again and looked into my eyes then my lips. He bit his lip which was a total turn on!
"Stop teasing me Nash." I tell him playfully punching him.
"Me teasing? What??" Nash says sarcastic.
"Yes you." I say as our lips connect once again...
"Hey it's time to go woaaah." Some one says.
We stop and pull apart. We look at the door and it was Hayes. That's the good thing.
"Oh okay." I say and get up.
Nash grabs my suitcase and we walk downstairs.
I hug them all once again, then walk out of my house with the police officer.
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First chapter of the second book! YAY!!!! Haha well I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. I dont feel like it's good at all .-. Well I hope you guys did like it. And if you dont read the first book you wont get this one. So if you havent read the first one go back and read it, then come back to this one. Thank you ^~^
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