Karrueche P.O.V.
I slammed the door and pulled out my phone. God, why does this situation have to be so difficult? I scrolled down my contact list and stopped at his name. I pressed call and put the phone up to my ear.
"Hello?" His sweet voice flowed through my ears. I could hear people in the backround.
"Hey, it's Karruche."
"Oh wassup? Did you do it?"
"Yeah, I went off on him like you asked."
"How did he respond?"
"I-I don't know for sure but I could tell he was confused."
"Good. Keep on making him confused. That's what we want."
"But what if I mess up? Then what do we do?" There was a moment of silence.
"Uh.... I guess I would have to step in a handle my buisness." I sigheds
"If it ever came to that, I don't want you to go overboard. I want him to think that there was something between our relationship that couldn't get fixed."
"I can't promise you that babygirl. Things could get very ugly."
"I know it could but it's just that... i-i still feel something between us. Ya know."
"No, I don't know. Are you really serious right now? You already made your decision by coming to me, multiple times I should say. You basically started this now you're gonna finish it. I don't play around with my business so don't you fuck it up. The outcome may be good or bad but either way you're gonna do it and it's too late to back out. Our plan is already in motion." I sighed deeply.
"O-Okay, I got it?"
"You sure?"
"Mmhm." I said trying to hold back my tears. My throat started to hurt and burn. I heard the people in the back start talking to him.
"Ard... in 10 we'll dip. Aight babygirl imma talk to you later."
"Okay."
"Remember what I said."
"Okay, I will." My voice was so thick of tears it was hard to sound normal.
"Bye."
"Bye." I hung the phone up and slammed it on the night stand.
"SHIT!" I yelled out loud. What the fuck have I gotten myself into? By now I wasn't holding any of my tears in. I was damn near crying myself a river. I just can't believe what we're about to do! And it's all my fault. I should've never went to his house in the first place. Then we wouldn't have been going back and forth to each other's house. AND, on top of that, it's not even Chris' fucking baby! It's his! I feel like a dirty hoe for even allowing myself to stoop to that level. Chris is a good man and I let that slip over my head. I'm so damn stupid for all of this to happen and I regret it so much. I told Chris that it was his baby but he's going to find out sooner or later. I wish that I never got into this situation because I know nothing but trouble can happen. Like what my mom use to say, Karma is bound to happen. What goes around, comes around.
I didn't realized that I was zoned out until I saw Chris by my side looking down at me with so much worry and fear. I was sitting in the corner of the room with my knees hugged up to my chest, rocking back and forth. My eyes were burning, throat hurts, and I was trembling. But when I was cheating, I wasn't complaining. I was replaying all of he images in my head of what happened that night, mentally murdering myself. How could've I been so STUPID!
I looked around the room and saw that I've created a mess! Glass shattered, night stand was broken, a hole in the wall, the mattress was flipped over, my shoes were thrown everywhere, and the tv was on the ground. I looked back at Chris and he still wore the same expression. He lifted his hand up but I flinched. He stopped for a moment and then continued whatever he was going to do but with caution. He placed his hand on my forehead and then my neck.
"Kae, you're burning up! What happened?"
His voice, I'm going to miss it.
"Karrueche!?" He said worriedly. I ignored him and continued staring at him. I'm really going to miss him. It's not going to be the same if he leaves.
"KARRUECHE!?" He said more sternly. I still ignored him . When I tell him about the kid, he's going to be crushed. Just the thought of that makes me cry.
"KARRUECHE!!!" He yelled this time taking me by my shoulders and shaking me. I was in tears again not able to see and it was stopping my breathing. I started breathing heavily and coughing, having an attack.
"Kae, calm down!" He pulled me tight into a bear hug and I cried loudly on his shoulders.
"Shh... I'm right here." He rubbed up and down my back and kissing the top of my head to calm me down.
'You're not going to be here for long' I thought in my head. I mentally shook my head because I know it's going to happened.
I felt him let go of my shoulders and walk away. Did he really just leave me here alone to cry? Maybe he left sooner than I expected. I never looked up to see where he went but I know he walked away. I heard rumbling around in the far distance and then I felt myself being hoisted up bridal style in muscular arms. I could feel him walking and then he placed me on the bed. He put the covers over me and then he went on the other side. It was a few moments until he got under. He pulled me closer to him and I felt his bare chest. I wrapped my arms around his torso and snuggled my head into his warm chest.
So he didn't leave me. I was just being paranoid. But sure enough he is going to leave me once he finds out I cheated and the baby isn't his. I'm scared to see his reaction. I know he'll be mad at me but how mad? Probably the kick-me-out-the-house and breakup type of mad. I really wanted to kill myself right now so I don't have to deal with all this BS. I was tossing and turning around in the bed trying to get rid of the thoughts but nothing was working. All the negatives were coming in my head and I couldn't do anything. I felt Chris' arms tighten around me to comfort me. I settled down a little letting the thoughts gradually leave my mind. I just needed to savor these last moments with him. But my mind had one more thought that was still pounding in my head. Like I said before....
Karma is bound to happen. What goes around, comes around.
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:D I updated! Today, I'm going to update like 3-5 chapters (if I feel like it) but yeah. ALSO, 25k tho .-. #pumped
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