Lane's Fresh start

No hope

So since today's chapter was so short I decided to post again :p.

       It's been ten minutes and Jacob is still not here. Wait why do I even care, it's not like anyone likes me. I should be used to it by now. I hear the bell ring meaning someone opened the door to the cafe. I don't think much of it because I had been hearing that sound over and over. I'm still looking down when someone sits across me and I hear a kind hearted voice, "hey cutie." I look up to see a panther who I assume is Jacob. "H...hey" why the fuck did I stutter? He tilts his head, "Are you ok? You seem tired." I take a sip of my coffee, "Y...yeah, I don't sleep much anymore." My ears lay flat. "How much have you slept?" "About 3 hours in the past four days." He looks shocked, "Damn, you should at least try. Don't you have to get to class in the mornings." I look down at my footpaws, "I haven't gone in four days either." I start to tear up but only slightly. "Oh umm, why is that?" It becomes obvious to him that I'm about to cry. "Hey, what's wrong?" He says in a comforting voice. "You can tell me," he puts his right paw on mine in a comforting way. Tears roll down my fur and he looks worried. He stands up and walk over to me. "Lane please, I wanna help." I continue quietly crying. "Just leave, there is no hope for me. He is hesitant but eventually does leave.

I walk home and see that my mom isn't home. I walk upstairs and lay down on my bed. I almost fell asleep when I get a text.

Travis- hey there is a party going on and I think it's time you become yourself again.

Me- I don't know

Travis- well I do, it's at 3542 furpalace Rd.

Me- ok fine

I really don't want to go but I know Travis is just trying to help. I force myself out of bed and start walking to the address. It's 9 pm so it is starting to get dark. As I reach the street I can hear a little bit of Imagine Dragons music. I pull my bandana over my muzzle and put up my hood. I walk around the house to the back where there is a pool. I don't see Travis anywhere. I'm about to turn around and leave when I see.......Tyler. "No" I whimper. I turn around but am instantly grabbed by the collar of my hoodie. "Where do you think your going?" I recognize this voice as Travis, "you weren't leaving were you?" All I do is point at Tyler. He laughs and walks over to him. Next thing I know he throws Tyler into the pool fully clothed. I almost burst out laughing but I contain myself. Travis walked back over to me. "Problem solved." I hug him and he hugs back. "Just don't get any ideas little buddy," I step back. "Hehe... sorry"

~2 hours later~

   It was kinda fun but it didn't really cheer me up. I'm walking home with my hood and bandana up when Tyler runs towards me. "Lane!!!" Holy shit he sounds mad. I try to run but it was pointless he had already caught me. "You know how I promised never to hurt you?" I nod my head yes, "I Lied." He punches me straight in the muzzle making it bleed instantly. He then proceeds to punch my stomach causing me to cough up blood. "Tyler...... I loved you." He laughs, "no one will ever love you, pathetic piece of shit. He walks away leaving me bruised. After 10 minutes I stand up and something inside my mind clicked. No one will ever love me. I continue walking until I come up to a bridge. This is it, I've lost all hope. I climb up on the rail, my tail between my legs as I take one step forward. I fall until finally I land in the water killing me instantly.

Or so I thought

Holy shit! I know I said that I would make it at least 800 but it works better this way, be exited for the next chapter :p.