lips • kyungjeong

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the star smiled at him and slightly shook his head.

"I'm sorry, I dont remember you."

brokenhearted, the shorter male looked at him yet quickly averted his gaze. he was embarrassed and humiliated.

how could he dare expect a worldwide superstar would keep him in mind, remember him?

just an average, or even below average guy like himself?

he must have been out of his mind.

he clenched his fists, angry at himself as he watched the beautiful male sign another cd.

why couldn't he be as great as kyungil?

why wasn't he good enough for him?

even as the shorter boy walked away, he struggled to keep the salty tears in his eyes, feeling them pile up and almost glide down his face.

and for a millisecond, it was almost as if he'd seen his idol looking at him sadly from the corner of his eye.

it was almost as if he did remember him, after all.