He speaks of her nicely.
He admires her .
He loves her.
But when he speaks to her he's just rude.
Like he hates her.
She loves him to death but he won't accept her.
Min Yoongi your trap will come in to play soon.
Sooner than you think......
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Penny's been ranting on and on to the void of space she had in her mind/room about how much she hated Yoongi. She spoke in ways that sounded like poems and riddles. She simply avoided confronting her love for Min Yoongi, because well she never really did. * ************
Penny's POV
"Why must I be vulnerable to you Min Yoongi.... I love you!"
"I WISH I COULD SAY THE SAME THING."
"OMG?!" Are you blushing?
"what are you doing here Yoongi!!! "
"CALM DOWN... IM HERE BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WOULDNT HURT TO HANG OUT AGAIN...
"are you serious? You finally decide to come talk to me after your stupidity yesterday. Are you just coming to see me and hope I'm gonna forgive you because your 'nice' "
"WELL IF YOU SEE IT THAT WAY THEN YES ... PLUS I KINDA MISS YOU..."
Don't look away Yoongi look at me and say it again please...
"op.... Yoongi.... I.... -"
"YOU DONT HAVE TO PRETEND PENNY"
Don't go.... "I miss you too......"
"Yoongi!! Come back! " I grabbed his shoulder turned him around and jumped up to kiss him. He accepted and held me up squeezing into me like his life depended on it. I kissed him long and hard tussling his soft hair.
"I love you Min Yoongi. "
"HAVE YOU ALWAYS FELT THIS WAY PENNY?" his ears are red, it's obvious you know that Yoongi. Yes!!! I always have Yoongi please tell me the same.
"yes!" He put me down and stared down at me. His gummy smile was starting to show but he stopped and gave a serious look to me... This made my heart sink...
"WELL I DID ONCE TOO......."
What.....
"DONT WORRY LOVE. ILL COME BACK. JUST DONT GET AHEAD OF YOURSELF PENNY. SEE YOU SOMETIME SOON."
but.... I don't like this feeling I feel cold and warm. My emotions are ranging from lust to hate. Is this love? Is this anger? Min Yoongi why must you do this ?
"Okay.... " I barely heard myself say anything. Processing what happened today was hard for me. I cried and I wished he held me again only holding tighter.
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Yoongis POV
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So she does fell the same way. God she was so pretty today. I felt her soft lips on mine that sensation sits in the lower region of my stomach. I guess I have the butterflies . Hehe.. I wish I could hold you tighter. Penny's my first kiss.... I love you Penny.
"HAVE YOU ALWAYS FELT THIS WAY PENNY?"
"yes!!"
"WELL I DID ONCE TOO... " what... Did... You... Just.... Say.... Yoongi don't break her heart again.... Your so evil ... Cruel.....
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Penny's POV
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I had only one precious photo of Yoongi... I miss this form. His happiness is everywhere from his heart to well the atmosphere around him. I can't help but smile like an idiot when I see this photo. Worries and pains don't exist here.
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He's simply perfection. I had this photo posted to my 'thought board'. I had kinda hoped he saw it. If only you didn't listen and just came to me when I needed you. It wouldn't have been like this now. I wouldn't have hated you. Well I don't think I hate you. I simply hate your actions rather than you. I could never hate you Min Yoongi. I love you and I can't doubt it. Your my muse, one and only. I'm getting ahead of myself now. I wish you felt the same way Yoongi. I still feel your soft lips on mine. The feeling is irreplaceable it stays like the smell of cherry blossoms in the spring.
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Yoongis POV
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It's been a while but I can still feel you here. Your presence makes my heart warm up. Your actions were asking for help. I'm sorry that I had caused that my love. I never meant to hurt you. Please wait for me Penn. I'll meet you again.
"Yoongi.... Please tell me what's wrong?" why are you even here.
"PENNY?! I.... I DIDNT EXPECT YOU TO COME HERE ... UM IM NOT EVEN PREPARED TO TALK TO YOU...."
(Penny's POV ) {so he plans out his conversations before hand?}
Back to Yoongis POV
I swear to God she's beautiful ! What to say.... Hmm...
"DRESSED UP FOR ME DOLL YOU LOOK STUNNING DARLING. " what are these words!!! She's in her pajamas.. Wait..... Is that??? My shirt...
"DON'T BOTHER GETTING ANSWERS FROM ME PENNY I MEAN I'M FLATTERED YOUR HERE BUT YOU CANT DO ANYTHING TO SUPPRESS MY THOUGHTS OF YOU HONEY "
"shut up!!! I'm here to know why you hate me so much Yoongi!! I love you Yoongi!! I always have.... ^oh god don't cry in front of him^I.... I miss you.. "
"PENNY.... I.... YOU.. SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME THIS EARLIER. .. "
"so you do too... " RELIEF
"LIKE BEFORE I ONCE DID TOO. "
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Crappy chapter I know... But I hope you guys enjoyed it. ... Onward!!! 9/12
