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twentyfivë | heart pain

seungkwan's heart has never felt so empty before. he thought that everything would be okay. maybe i was just imagining things , maybe hansol isnt real.

"seungkwan ! your friends are here !" seungkwan's ears perked up at the mention of 'friends' and stood up before exiting his room expecting hansol to be there.

his facial expression dropped when he only saw 11 other boys , and no hansol. "hey guys ," seungkwan said monotonously. they all waved back before scattering around the living room ; a few of them on the sofa , a few laying on the floor and the other on the big bean bag.

"why are yall here ?" seungkwan asked.

"what , you dont like us being here ? im hurt !" seokmin sassed and pouted.

"ew hyung , you look disgusting !-"

"shut up mingyu no one here asked for your opinion-"

"dont talk to my boyfriend like that seokmin !"

seungkwan sighed but smiled internally. he guessed that all he needed to be happy again was some support from his friends .

"don listen to their bullcrap , seungkwan. come on , sit here !" jeonghan gestured seungkwan to sit beside him on the sofa.

seungkwan reluctantly sat at the empty spot beside jeonghan. suddenly everybody went silent . seungkwan's heart beat faster after sensing the tense and heavy air surrounding them.

"seungkwan.." seungkwan heard jeonghan call him out.

seungkwan knew what they were going to talk about. he didnt want to talk about it. "hyung , can we not talk about this ?"

"you know you cant bottle it up forever , seungkwan—"

"i said i dont want to hear about it ! for fucks sake , leave me alone !"

everybody in the living room was shocked at seungkwan's outburst. they knew seungkwan was going to be sensitive when they talk about hansol's sudden disappearance , but they didnt realise that it would affect him that much.

but before seungkwan could run to his room , seungcheol held him down. "seungkwan , stop it ! we've handled enough of you being sulky over hansol ! you cant just push your friends and family away , i mean like , we know how you feel , but that doesnt mean that you could isolate yourself away from us !" seungcheol stated.

"and dont think i didnt see you starving yourself and vomiting all the food i shoved down your throat two days ago , hyung." chan said.

seungkwan let out a shaky sigh. he suddenly felt bad and sat down on the floor. "sorry guys , im not in the right state of mind nowadays."

jeonghan pulled seungkwan into a side hug and smiled. "nice to know that youre finally half-alive—"

"doesnt that mean that hes half-dead , hyung?"

"shut up mingyu , nobody cares."

"anyway.." seungcheol started off and everybody else went serious yet again.

"we got something to tell you , seungkwan," jeonghan stated and fished out his phone from his pocket. he unlock it and went through his camera roll before clicking on a video.

"you need to watch this."

seungkwan hesitantly took the phone and pressed play.

•••
"oh my god , is this thing working ?"

seungkwan blinked a couple of times before realising ; it was hansol . he was there at the other side of the screen , panting and messed up. he looked like he ran a marathon . seungkwan's heart clenched a bit . oh how he missed hansol.

"jeonghan, please , if you received this video , know that its not safe around here—"

seungkwan some clattering. and then a bang. suddenly the screen blacked out and seungkwan went pale. he stared at the screen then turned jeonghan before staring at the screen again.

"hyung whats this about ?"

"hansol is in trouble , seungkwan . and we gotta protect him."