connection

unpacking/ thoughts

Before I start this chapter I would like to say that I am getting some help from a really good friend of mine and also someone I look up to Jay Alexander Vakarian. If you want to read her books look her up.

Oceania along with Hatia and Otuna go back to Oceania's house to grab her things since she had packed before leaving just in case. Once they realised that it's was gonna take all night to get her things there they sighed and they all grabbed as much as they could. Six trips later and all her stuff in her new room Oceania sends Hatia and Otuna way hoping to get a few minutes to herself and get her head wrapped around everything. Of course she knew with her luck it wasn't going to happen. About five minutes after sending those two away she heard a knock on her door. She sighed and walked to open it.

"Hello. Who is it?"

"You don't know us but are here to help you." Oceania wondering who it was to open it and two females in there about there late 20 maybe early 30.

"Ok the doors open who are you?" She really didn't want to bothered.

The first one spoke and said "im Elysia and this one right next to me is Nissa."

"Hello." She tried to say in her happiest voice "your here to help right? Well I guess you can start over there." she points to where the smallest grouping of boxes then went back to where she was working. But as always there were more knocks by the time she actually got back to what she was doing.

"What's your full name?" Elysia asked, at first oceania did not want to answer the question she didn't want them there in the first place.

"My full name is Oceania Roza Lovely." she did her best at keeping it short but the more she did the more questions kept coming.

Mean while in the nroom right next door Oros is meditating or at least trying to. he knew that the new girl was moving in right next door and he hated the fact that was the only room that the other gods could gie her, sick of hearing the noise and just wanting it to stop so he could foucuse he walked next door. Oros flings the door open.

"Would you guys be oh so nice as to quite down as their are other people around that are trying to do things." As he try and closes the door the door handle falls off and oceania finally had enough and storms out of her room.

"I WANT EVERYONE OUT OF MY ROOM BY THE TIME I GET BACK!!!" she stormed off ready to cry. she looked for a place to hide just to be able to cry. why me, why now, when i just got to feeling ok and feeling like i could be normal. Then again it has always been like that her whole life. she has always been the one where the bad things happen or at least what she thought to be the bad things. she never got it why was she different even now when she could feel little bit more normal she couldn't. She felt like everyone was trying to make her something she wasn't something she didn't want to be. even though she acted fine and every now and again acted out she hated it.

She walked down hall ways that seemed to go on for ever looking around as she tried to gather her thoughts. some had pictures of the other gods and goddesses with their family's, she wondered how they felt when they had to move here. she didn't want to be the cookie cutter goddess she wanted t be able to do things her way and have fun. she continued to walk down the hall way till she got to the end. she figured no one would find her so she slid against the wall and cried. it could have been hours it could have been minutes all she knew is that she felt better after words and felt like she was able to deal with everyone again.